Its My Bday!!

weeee.... so cool yo... ahahha... its so fast...and unbelivable...i'm...i'm turnin....turnin 20!! ahhhhh....start to get old le...nv be able to see a "1" infront anymore...haiz..until 100yrs old?? duhz..i dun wanna live so old.. lolx...

hey yeah...went to Zouk last nite...n celeb...cool yo... crowded though...luckily got Lyon, Joe, Del, Kel, Ken and Min to acc. me....tt's really great... heex...hav fun...

den erm went out for a movie and dinner wif xuan...cool date yo...lolx...

erm saw myself inside the mag..damn...so weird...i look so sleepy...urgh... hate to see myself in publicise stuff...diaoz...cos i look...erm...ya jus weird la...

superstar showin nex wed n thurs....and every consecutive wks eh?? darn...hopefully i wun be exposing myself too much..i mean on tv..showin face...gonna hear all those criticism again...shuckx... life is so cruel... without a pretty face...u'll nv get urself far... sad to say tt...i'm one of it... zzz...

anyway...its my bday...wishin myself a happy cheerios bday!! =D wink*wink

bday wish: May my dream come true...i wan to sing my song...yeah my own sng in front of my own fan...and during my own concert...duhz...tt's tinkin too far...hmmm i jus wan to be happy...singin and singin..chasing my dream...n i noe it isn't far!! =D

Tired!! I'm Outta Time!!

Urgh....so hectic this few wks....really busy and tired....waking up everyday at 5am....reached home at 7....oh man... jurong island sux!!~ haiz... den erm gonna hav this trainin till 20th may....soon..it'll be over... cheerios... buden i still got lotsa shet to tink abt...oh man...

Jue Dui Superstar....didnt noe it'll turn out to be such a huge comp...oh shuckz... erm ya...i did join... and i'm super duper stress now...went thru 1st round at media corp...den 2nd at IMM...it was a tough and strict 1....i manage to pull thru after my 2nd song....1st 1 i sang - ni shi wo zui shen ai de nu ren...den judges said singin technique too old...ask me to change...den i sang - jiang nan...i actually wanna left it to the back of the comp de...cos its 1 of my most conf. and powerful song...buden i afraid if i dun sing it...n tt's it!! den...waiting for the freakin green light to be lighted up...urgh.... my heart thumps like crazy..even my shirt oso move ah....cos before me...20contestants was kick out without mercy in a row lo...n tt's really scary!! Finally...the judges ask me to c the light....lagging for 3sec...IT was A GREENISH light!!! wooo huuuu..... i'm overjoy!! seriously!!

den went down the stage...they start to interview me....and the judges oso comment on my dressin and hair style...urgh....n ya...seriously...its time to change my hair color and style.... heex...

today jus went to loreal professional...styled my hair...and went to dye and highlight it...hmmm looks much better le...finally 1 stress down.....den i've left wif no other choice of songs...lookin for help everywhere!! oh man!! finally..i've decided on this song [I Belive] by David Tao...it was quite a tough song..but hope i can pull thru the 3rd round wif this!! i Swear...i'm ambitious...i really wished to get into the top 12!! pls...God...help me pls...wif all my hardwork and sincerity...i must survive!! and i'll survive!! tml gonna submit the song le...sianz...den sunday compete liao...lotsa strong opponent!! i must strive hard....hope my sore throat, flu and stuff can recover wif miraculous speed...

Wish me all the best ba!~ takecare lil hunks and babes!! wink**

Everything's so plain now...

hey thx to all u guys prayer and wishes...i'm so glad tt my grandma is alrite now... so happy...her operation is a great success...and she recover tremendously now... *clap clap...

and now...i'm posted to racoon city to do research...hahha..surprised?? duhz...i was having my CPTC trainin at jurong island...urgh...a place we called hell!! haiz...actually not tt bad la...jus like prison...hahah...the place is so isolated...and heavily guarded wif rifle army guy and huge big dogs at the custom...still need to tap card to get thru..urgh...feels like i'm being jailed... den went in liao...the whole CPTC only got 1 cafeteria...den inside there...only 1 freakin stall...waliew... den the food seriously...it sux!~ nobody like it though...den we need to "da bao" our own food in...eat cup noodles and stuff...so poor thing rite...haiz... den the basket ball court is fenced up like those jail de....aiyo...really a prison lookalike place...zzz... lucky no need shave head...ahhaha...but soon....

den go there...this the 3rd dayz....everyday 7-8hrs lecture....urgh...oh fug rite!~ sit there till u rot...slp...vomit...and wat so ever....haiz....suffering badly...cos i need to wake up at 5am in order to reach chinese garden MRT for the shuttle bus at 7.15....zzz... i feels like shit!~ ahhhh... hope this 5wks trainin will be over soon... haiz... i wish.... =(

Ah Ma Sick Sick Le T.T

Sob sob T.T

haiz...my beloved ah ma sick le...very sick indeed...needed an operation...her gale grew rocks...10pieces of 2mm rock piece...wat the hell rite?? oh man!~ heart pain sia...she gotten high fever...vomitting...giddiness...den canot eat for 2dayz...urgh...

den now...she's still in ICU....her condition though is stabling...after operation....buden canot feel rejoice too...cos she needed lotsa time to heal...85yrs old...still must suffer this kinda thingy...so poor thing...seeing tubes and stuff piercing thru her body, nostrils and throat...oh man!~ my tears rolled down...every1 feel so sad!~ haiz...pls God...Buddha...Jesus...Alah and which ever Godly ancient respectable Angels....pls... bless her wif good health...make her be strong again...giv her a few more decades to enjoy!~ she's been suffering for almost all her life... **pray**

If anything bad gonna hapen to her...i rather u let me take it...share it among every1 who cares...so her burden can be lift off...Prayers with sincerity can be heard i'm for sure... May God Bless my Grandma!~ Pls......

**Sorry no fanciful colors to this post...cos its not a very gd 1 though...sorry!~ pls help to pray hard for my ah ma...thx!~

YES!!! Its Party Time!

Wooooooo Hooooooo....finally... the long awaited holz is here....stress thru the whole of last month finally there's room for relaxation and fun!! cheerios.... keke...

Wow...the day after exam...went out wif jasmine...go buy jiayi de prezzie...buden erm only she bought a shorts....and i cant find a suitable stuff to giv....oh man...den zzz....after tt...went around compass pt buy bread....ahahha.. walau... jas is a pig sia...she can eat lotsa stuff...wahhahaha... sooner or later...she's gonna burst up her stomach.. lolx... den after tt...went to home to watch Ms Singapore Universe...hahaha.. waliew... tt Rebecca...damn damn damn attractive sia...she's so kewl!!!! hahahah... was all along supportin her...den sianz... she only manage to be the 4th runner up...sigh...but May Ng is great too.. wink* ahhaha.. den after tt M.S.U....went down to Xmos again..ahhaha... go there open chivas...broke le la...keep on spendin money like drinkin water...ahhaha... den drink till drop flat again...den actually not tt fun tt nite leh...cos joyce freako la...keep on drinkin n drinkin...like wanna die lidat sia...vomit liao still drink... haiz... but i noe she's sad and things are really botherin her...but sigh...she didnt tell me all this... urgh..hope she's fine now! den gotta basta*d called brian....damn him...i only 1st time saw him lo...act till so close lidat...den haolian this n tt...sayin he's a executive manager... freako la...jus a guy who sell those magnetic mattress...den drink our drinks like free de...fuggin hell...den in the end he say he only got $2...Arsehole...an executive manager wif 2bucks in wallet!! lolx...damn him to hell la...fell like smashin the bottle to his deek head...den he keep on touchin my frens lo...ger of cos...wah so dulan!! den after tt went to MU...buden went there for abt 1 hr den close le...cos reach there at 4...=X ahhaha..den erm went home...slept at 7am....urgh

the nex day...woke up...oh man 12.30pm!! meetin Jiayi they all for her bdae outing at 2...at douby ghaut MRT.... ahhhhh.... later for sure... den erm reach ther at abt 2.30...=X sorry!! hahah..anyway!! Happy Bdae to u eh!! wink* hahah...den go Piazza eat...hmm food quite nice wor...will drop by there again nex time..heex...den go shopiin awhile we separate le...we guys ZQ, LY, Kel, CW, Jos and Me...went to Park lane play CS...walau...sux rite...hahah...den play pool..den after tt went to eat duck rice at bugis...den go down Xmos again..lolx..!! cos ah beng jio ma...bo bian..if not he'll punch my face...wahhahaha.... den after pubbing and singin some rare songs there...went down to Este...at clark quay there...techno again..oh man...but quite enjoy it...dancing robot...heex..poppin style la...lyon oso...walau his dancing move improving sia...envy!! ahhaa...i still hav room for improvement..ahhaha.. den party out nite over le...went home...poof!! slept at 6am...urgh...

now feel so shack!! dun feel like goin out today...broke liao...hahha... rest and drink lotsa water le...sore throat liao..ulcers poppin out like nobody business..hahah... k la... i gtg le...hahah long time nv blog so long le...shld be enuff for u guys to spend half ur day readin this le ba... wink** hhaha...and erm oh ya...my doodle board still haven recover..hahah... erm if got anything...jus click on the "comments" button below yeah!! den comment k?? realy mizya chatting here...sigh...takecare ya!! Hav lotsa fun!! (-.^)\./

STRESSED!!

oh freako...i'm lost again...lost for 20dayz lidat le....u ppl must be disappointed whenevr u drop by my bloggy rite...no update de... =( sorry la...exaMZ round the corner ma...must understand k?? promise to update more when the examz ish over ya?? heex... meantime...i left wif 2 more freakin papers to go...Ganbatte to every1 who's having exam now too...wink**

yeah sat last paper...hopefully i can pull thru...this sem my results all sux!!~ sianz...STRESSED!!!!