!!! DeVaStAtEd !!!
..... no greetings today...this will be a diff. entry...no more frenly dude anymore...i jus cant smile and laff out loud anymore... i such a fuging loser!
*or mayb I'm DOOM!!
*cos I've been DIMINISHED!
*and mayb I shld DISAPPEAR!!
Heaven is toying me...dun ask why! i've not jus been tricked once, nor twice...but hundrice...or mayb thousice....I'VE HAD ENUFF!! FUGING ARSE!! i feel like a raging bull now...i'm born in the yr of ox...n have the temper of bull...madness of cow...and hatred for red! i'm jus fuging irritated...chance has given to me jus for the reach of my hand...but its so close yet so far!! i cant belive it...there's alwayz hope...but hopelessly hope that i'm hoping its a hope for me!
*Flesh Decomposes!
*Heart is in Pieces!!
*Soul is in Ashes!!!
*Fate n Faith Clashes!!!!
*Life Becomes Meaningless!!!!!
U can say i had a fuging attitude...and yes i do...for now...n cos i'm fuging pissed! Things jus wouldn't go my way...turning round n round causing me to puke!! hate it man!!~ Love is really nv in my blood! i've been around all this while...hoping and beliving in miracles...but i guess it doesn't exist...mayb for others...but not me...God is fair...to every1...but not me either...duhz... i'm this icewater...tt is thoroughly contaminated!! I've resist myself not to like any1...n i'm holding it for a damn long period! n when i was about to loosen my grip to this...everything went hay wire...Fug up!
Everything written is souly by Adrant aka Ic3wAt3r...no copyright and no plagiarism...
I've left nothing more to say...this is my blog...i say wat i wan and i say wat i feel...i'm down now... dun disturb me...i can be nasty...when i'm feeling nasty now...Sorry abt tt...its been a while since my last outburst...or mayb i hold it on too long...i dun wish to c any comments abt this entry....and no question ask pls...i dun wish to answer...and i dun wish to tok abt it... I noe wat to do now... My soul is against its will... Heaven is against my fate... i had to raise my hands high up...to surrender now!! GOD...I'VE LOST!! ......
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*I tink I'm DEVASTATED!
*or mayb I'm DOOM!!
*cos I've been DIMINISHED!
*and mayb I shld DISAPPEAR!!
Heaven is toying me...dun ask why! i've not jus been tricked once, nor twice...but hundrice...or mayb thousice....I'VE HAD ENUFF!! FUGING ARSE!! i feel like a raging bull now...i'm born in the yr of ox...n have the temper of bull...madness of cow...and hatred for red! i'm jus fuging irritated...chance has given to me jus for the reach of my hand...but its so close yet so far!! i cant belive it...there's alwayz hope...but hopelessly hope that i'm hoping its a hope for me!
*Flesh Decomposes!
*Heart is in Pieces!!
*Soul is in Ashes!!!
*Fate n Faith Clashes!!!!
*Life Becomes Meaningless!!!!!
U can say i had a fuging attitude...and yes i do...for now...n cos i'm fuging pissed! Things jus wouldn't go my way...turning round n round causing me to puke!! hate it man!!~ Love is really nv in my blood! i've been around all this while...hoping and beliving in miracles...but i guess it doesn't exist...mayb for others...but not me...God is fair...to every1...but not me either...duhz... i'm this icewater...tt is thoroughly contaminated!! I've resist myself not to like any1...n i'm holding it for a damn long period! n when i was about to loosen my grip to this...everything went hay wire...Fug up!
Everything written is souly by Adrant aka Ic3wAt3r...no copyright and no plagiarism...
I've left nothing more to say...this is my blog...i say wat i wan and i say wat i feel...i'm down now... dun disturb me...i can be nasty...when i'm feeling nasty now...Sorry abt tt...its been a while since my last outburst...or mayb i hold it on too long...i dun wish to c any comments abt this entry....and no question ask pls...i dun wish to answer...and i dun wish to tok abt it... I noe wat to do now... My soul is against its will... Heaven is against my fate... i had to raise my hands high up...to surrender now!! GOD...I'VE LOST!! ......
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Adrant gone wif the wind and disappear out of here again on... 7:00 PM
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