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2005-06-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

Its My Bday!!

2005-06-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

weeee.... so cool yo... ahahha... its so fast...and unbelivable...i'm...i'm turnin....turnin 20!! ahhhhh....start to get old le...nv be able to see a "1" infront anymore...haiz..until 100yrs old?? duhz..i dun wanna live so old.. lolx...

hey yeah...went to Zouk last nite...n celeb...cool yo... crowded though...luckily got Lyon, Joe, Del, Kel, Ken and Min to acc. me....tt's really great... heex...hav fun...

den erm went out for a movie and dinner wif xuan...cool date yo...lolx...

erm saw myself inside the mag..damn...so weird...i look so sleepy...urgh... hate to see myself in publicise stuff...diaoz...cos i look...erm...ya jus weird la...

superstar showin nex wed n thurs....and every consecutive wks eh?? darn...hopefully i wun be exposing myself too much..i mean on tv..showin face...gonna hear all those criticism again...shuckx... life is so cruel... without a pretty face...u'll nv get urself far... sad to say tt...i'm one of it... zzz...

anyway...its my bday...wishin myself a happy cheerios bday!! =D wink*wink

bday wish: May my dream come true...i wan to sing my song...yeah my own sng in front of my own fan...and during my own concert...duhz...tt's tinkin too far...hmmm i jus wan to be happy...singin and singin..chasing my dream...n i noe it isn't far!! =D

Tired!! I'm Outta Time!!

2005-05-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

Urgh....so hectic this few wks....really busy and tired....waking up everyday at 5am....reached home at 7....oh man... jurong island sux!!~ haiz... den erm gonna hav this trainin till 20th may....soon..it'll be over... cheerios... buden i still got lotsa shet to tink abt...oh man...

Jue Dui Superstar....didnt noe it'll turn out to be such a huge comp...oh shuckz... erm ya...i did join... and i'm super duper stress now...went thru 1st round at media corp...den 2nd at IMM...it was a tough and strict 1....i manage to pull thru after my 2nd song....1st 1 i sang - ni shi wo zui shen ai de nu ren...den judges said singin technique too old...ask me to change...den i sang - jiang nan...i actually wanna left it to the back of the comp de...cos its 1 of my most conf. and powerful song...buden i afraid if i dun sing it...n tt's it!! den...waiting for the freakin green light to be lighted up...urgh.... my heart thumps like crazy..even my shirt oso move ah....cos before me...20contestants was kick out without mercy in a row lo...n tt's really scary!! Finally...the judges ask me to c the light....lagging for 3sec...IT was A GREENISH light!!! wooo huuuu..... i'm overjoy!! seriously!!

den went down the stage...they start to interview me....and the judges oso comment on my dressin and hair style...urgh....n ya...seriously...its time to change my hair color and style.... heex...

today jus went to loreal professional...styled my hair...and went to dye and highlight it...hmmm looks much better le...finally 1 stress down.....den i've left wif no other choice of songs...lookin for help everywhere!! oh man!! finally..i've decided on this song [I Belive] by David Tao...it was quite a tough song..but hope i can pull thru the 3rd round wif this!! i Swear...i'm ambitious...i really wished to get into the top 12!! pls...God...help me pls...wif all my hardwork and sincerity...i must survive!! and i'll survive!! tml gonna submit the song le...sianz...den sunday compete liao...lotsa strong opponent!! i must strive hard....hope my sore throat, flu and stuff can recover wif miraculous speed...

Wish me all the best ba!~ takecare lil hunks and babes!! wink**

Everything's so plain now...

2005-04-20T20:26:00.000+08:00

hey thx to all u guys prayer and wishes...i'm so glad tt my grandma is alrite now... so happy...her operation is a great success...and she recover tremendously now... *clap clap...

and now...i'm posted to racoon city to do research...hahha..surprised?? duhz...i was having my CPTC trainin at jurong island...urgh...a place we called hell!! haiz...actually not tt bad la...jus like prison...hahah...the place is so isolated...and heavily guarded wif rifle army guy and huge big dogs at the custom...still need to tap card to get thru..urgh...feels like i'm being jailed... den went in liao...the whole CPTC only got 1 cafeteria...den inside there...only 1 freakin stall...waliew... den the food seriously...it sux!~ nobody like it though...den we need to "da bao" our own food in...eat cup noodles and stuff...so poor thing rite...haiz... den the basket ball court is fenced up like those jail de....aiyo...really a prison lookalike place...zzz... lucky no need shave head...ahhaha...but soon....

den go there...this the 3rd dayz....everyday 7-8hrs lecture....urgh...oh fug rite!~ sit there till u rot...slp...vomit...and wat so ever....haiz....suffering badly...cos i need to wake up at 5am in order to reach chinese garden MRT for the shuttle bus at 7.15....zzz... i feels like shit!~ ahhhh... hope this 5wks trainin will be over soon... haiz... i wish.... =(

Ah Ma Sick Sick Le T.T

2005-04-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

Sob sob T.T

haiz...my beloved ah ma sick le...very sick indeed...needed an operation...her gale grew rocks...10pieces of 2mm rock piece...wat the hell rite?? oh man!~ heart pain sia...she gotten high fever...vomitting...giddiness...den canot eat for 2dayz...urgh...

den now...she's still in ICU....her condition though is stabling...after operation....buden canot feel rejoice too...cos she needed lotsa time to heal...85yrs old...still must suffer this kinda thingy...so poor thing...seeing tubes and stuff piercing thru her body, nostrils and throat...oh man!~ my tears rolled down...every1 feel so sad!~ haiz...pls God...Buddha...Jesus...Alah and which ever Godly ancient respectable Angels....pls... bless her wif good health...make her be strong again...giv her a few more decades to enjoy!~ she's been suffering for almost all her life... **pray**

If anything bad gonna hapen to her...i rather u let me take it...share it among every1 who cares...so her burden can be lift off...Prayers with sincerity can be heard i'm for sure... May God Bless my Grandma!~ Pls......

**Sorry no fanciful colors to this post...cos its not a very gd 1 though...sorry!~ pls help to pray hard for my ah ma...thx!~

YES!!! Its Party Time!

2005-04-04T14:24:00.000+08:00

Wooooooo Hooooooo....finally... the long awaited holz is here....stress thru the whole of last month finally there's room for relaxation and fun!! cheerios.... keke...

Wow...the day after exam...went out wif jasmine...go buy jiayi de prezzie...buden erm only she bought a shorts....and i cant find a suitable stuff to giv....oh man...den zzz....after tt...went around compass pt buy bread....ahahha.. walau... jas is a pig sia...she can eat lotsa stuff...wahhahaha... sooner or later...she's gonna burst up her stomach.. lolx... den after tt...went to home to watch Ms Singapore Universe...hahaha.. waliew... tt Rebecca...damn damn damn attractive sia...she's so kewl!!!! hahahah... was all along supportin her...den sianz... she only manage to be the 4th runner up...sigh...but May Ng is great too.. wink* ahhaha.. den after tt M.S.U....went down to Xmos again..ahhaha... go there open chivas...broke le la...keep on spendin money like drinkin water...ahhaha... den drink till drop flat again...den actually not tt fun tt nite leh...cos joyce freako la...keep on drinkin n drinkin...like wanna die lidat sia...vomit liao still drink... haiz... but i noe she's sad and things are really botherin her...but sigh...she didnt tell me all this... urgh..hope she's fine now! den gotta basta*d called brian....damn him...i only 1st time saw him lo...act till so close lidat...den haolian this n tt...sayin he's a executive manager... freako la...jus a guy who sell those magnetic mattress...den drink our drinks like free de...fuggin hell...den in the end he say he only got $2...Arsehole...an executive manager wif 2bucks in wallet!! lolx...damn him to hell la...fell like smashin the bottle to his deek head...den he keep on touchin my frens lo...ger of cos...wah so dulan!! den after tt went to MU...buden went there for abt 1 hr den close le...cos reach there at 4...=X ahhaha..den erm went home...slept at 7am....urgh

the nex day...woke up...oh man 12.30pm!! meetin Jiayi they all for her bdae outing at 2...at douby ghaut MRT.... ahhhhh.... later for sure... den erm reach ther at abt 2.30...=X sorry!! hahah..anyway!! Happy Bdae to u eh!! wink* hahah...den go Piazza eat...hmm food quite nice wor...will drop by there again nex time..heex...den go shopiin awhile we separate le...we guys ZQ, LY, Kel, CW, Jos and Me...went to Park lane play CS...walau...sux rite...hahah...den play pool..den after tt went to eat duck rice at bugis...den go down Xmos again..lolx..!! cos ah beng jio ma...bo bian..if not he'll punch my face...wahhahaha.... den after pubbing and singin some rare songs there...went down to Este...at clark quay there...techno again..oh man...but quite enjoy it...dancing robot...heex..poppin style la...lyon oso...walau his dancing move improving sia...envy!! ahhaa...i still hav room for improvement..ahhaha.. den party out nite over le...went home...poof!! slept at 6am...urgh...

now feel so shack!! dun feel like goin out today...broke liao...hahha... rest and drink lotsa water le...sore throat liao..ulcers poppin out like nobody business..hahah... k la... i gtg le...hahah long time nv blog so long le...shld be enuff for u guys to spend half ur day readin this le ba... wink** hhaha...and erm oh ya...my doodle board still haven recover..hahah... erm if got anything...jus click on the "comments" button below yeah!! den comment k?? realy mizya chatting here...sigh...takecare ya!! Hav lotsa fun!! (-.^)\./

STRESSED!!

2005-03-30T12:48:00.000+08:00

oh freako...i'm lost again...lost for 20dayz lidat le....u ppl must be disappointed whenevr u drop by my bloggy rite...no update de... =( sorry la...exaMZ round the corner ma...must understand k?? promise to update more when the examz ish over ya?? heex... meantime...i left wif 2 more freakin papers to go...Ganbatte to every1 who's having exam now too...wink**

yeah sat last paper...hopefully i can pull thru...this sem my results all sux!!~ sianz...STRESSED!!!!

Another wk past...

2005-03-11T16:39:00.000+08:00

hmm last updated....hmmm a wk ago? hmmm ya...i'm freakin pissed wif my ENV test....dammit tt bloody indian...sux la...fail for sure....noe nothing abt the test...den study oso canot get into my brain....zzz...sianz...

test test test....bahz... wat kinda education ish this?? izen it all abt jus testin n examin us?? duhz...i tink MOE shld jus let us understand wat the hack the lecturers are teaching or mayb in the future...if some1 could install a small little tiny chip into our head wif 1000GB....keepin very single stuff we learn and every thing tt we shld noe in this world...izen tt great?>? who's interested?? mayb we can invent this and sell it at 1million per chip...den we'll be richer den bill gates...wahahahha... [dammit...i'm dreamin again!!]

Jap and Fianancial plannin finalz ish over le...yeah!! so happy...jap writing test i can write every single fug! omg!!~ so proud of myself..n IFP lecturer rox!! he giv out all the test question before hand...so gd!! but he said...they're jus tips...wahhaha....exactly wats its comin out lo..super gd! i'm sure to score A's for this 2...if worst come to worst...a B shld do as well la...=D

den erm this wk is a hectic 1..nex wk will be a disaster...ACEP...a sub i fear most...gotta test 15% weightage! freak it lo..haiz...den TPHM oso..one on monday, another thurs..tues gotta presentation..walau! friday foto taking session..wearing "song kah" wear...white top black bottom...zzz... argh..!! oh man! shldn't the educational system be more lenient and let students enjoy sch life rather den sufferin...we'll only be studying for erm...2decades? ya...den we gonna work for the rest of our life...zzz...

den tonite going down to Xmosphere again...the blue colored bar...heex... cool rite...hmmm den surely i gotta relax there...drink n chit chat abt wats happen this few dayz...n sing my heart out again...haaz...so exicted!! weee....

Pon Ten again...urgh!~

2005-03-02T13:16:00.000+08:00

oh man!~ urgh...its noon time le...haiz...jus woke up abt an hr ago..zzz...today gotta tutorial class at 10am...suppose to wake up at 8...den...den...den alarm rang...i shut it...den poof....back to my dream land...den when i woke up...its 12 liao...duhz...wat the hack...haiz...den erm its ENV clas now lo...no ACEP lab today...so gonna skip the whole day classes liao la...hahah... lazy sia... haiz...test test tests coming nex wk...proj due date...report must be handed in tml!~ ahhhhh....oh man!~ who said poly r meant to slack...i tink they're meant to kill slackers...hahah... get wat i mean... heex...

den erm pass few dayz...went to sch lo...daily routine...den ytd got go kelvin house play game...ahahh... den recently...went back to play Maple again...ahahha... lame...zzz... actually its kinda erm...a kids game ba...buden aiya..who cares...it helps me to kill time..erm or shld i say...waste my time... =X duhz...wat ever it is...i jus wanna work hard for ACEP finalz...i failed the CT....canot fail in finalz...pray**

jiayou wor...every1.... den erm for those who gotten their O's result ytd....hmmm gd or bad...u still gotta go on...if bad...retake it this yr and strive harder lo...if gd...den all the best ba!~ wink* Cheerios!~ ciaoz...

Back Back!!

2005-02-26T13:41:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey...this is not an abandon blog eh..cos u c...picture change...midi change too...i'm find ways to improve it and make it nicesh nicesh wor...den erm projects such as IFP, TPHM, lab reports and class test of ENV are killing me...urgh...u all shld forgive me not bloggin for so long..but at least i tried to update once a wk...sorry abt tt!!

my fren said bloggin is a waste of time...y tell ur secrets online n let every1 see...its not secret anymore...but NO!! i dun tink so..its a way i express myself...i cant say it out...cos sometimes its really too painful to tok abt sad stuff...so i wrote it hear to find comments and the way of life...i felt better each time i blog..cos i noe i've got u palz around... =D cheerios!~ wink* -.^

erm ytd jus went to Xmosphere...hmm wats gd abt there eh? hmm...a Pub which i can sing my heart out...i love singin...every1 noes...n only singin can bring me to life again!! without music...my life is crapz...truely crapz!~ den ytd got some praise from a stranger(a guy la...)wah...though erm abit paiseh...buden it is alwayz good to get gd feed back! den jasmine oso clap clap for me (happy)...cos she requested a daniel chan- gu dan de ye li ni bu gu dan....den sing lo...feel so gd to hav great frens all ard...so tt i wun feel so sad and tink so much... THX to ALL!!

erm...till now...i still hasn't define the word LOVE out myself...so seriously.. i need a girlfren...who can mayb slowly use CARE to mend my shattered heart back...slowly define the word "L"...den "O"...den "VE"...its a word tt we kept on seeing it everywhere...but canot even understand it...and another thing tt confuse me is "women"...the most difficult creature to understand...jus like the password of NASA...changing every 10sec...urgh!~

anyway...hope u all hav a really nice wk end eh! tml gotta soccer trainin.finally...long time nv kick ball liao...haha leg itchy! weee....cya guys yo!!~ =D smilex!!

Downfall Has Yet Over...

2005-02-19T14:02:00.000+08:00

Hi guyz...sorry eh...hasn't been updating since...before Vdae?!! oh man!! its really very long le...paiseh... Nv even wish u all Happy Valentine...cos erm..i dun rem this event anw....cos i dun hav a date...den its so boring to update on wat i've done on vdae rite?? go sch...den went home rot...zzz... wat the hack rite... doinkz...

oh ya...den this couple of weeks...lotsa thing happens...dun wanna mention wat was it la...but its another huge fall for me...heart sank again..or mayb drown by the own blood of mine!! dun wanna tink so much anymore...being a gd guy isn't the main factor...i wanna be bad now!! the evil blood of mine is burnin hot...raging eyes and the devils horn started to grew...I'm crazy!! duhz...dono wat the hell is going on...i tink my love life is simply so sux!! where the hell is my Cinderella...does she exist? i've been waiting for decades!! and i cant find any...dun say i'm young...still got time...duhz...freak it man!! i'm 20 this yr...den slowly...i'll be 25...and den 30 in a split seconds...dun tell me i'm young anymore...ppl has been guessing my age ranging from 23-26...dammit...do i look this old?? erm...but i must agree i'm old...erm nahz...i'm mature! =D

haiz..has been drinkin this few dayz...drink till drop flat on the floor...erm..abit exaagerating...but erm really drink till very high ah...went to Xmostphere at boat quay...wif tiff. and bf...and frenz.. went there 2 dayz consecutively...den seems like i noe everyone workin there le...haaz... cos they're real frenly dudes...let me forget wat is SAD...but i do feel down at times...den will jus sit outside n drink myself...wat i like most abt there ish tt there's karaok system...heex...can sing my heart out...n the ppl there sings really well too...competitive...

Den ytd...drink till 3am...the shop close liao went to Devil's Bar wif a grp of policemen, the waitresses and the boss...hmm kinda excited cos tt's my 1st time getting in...cos underage ma...zzz...den hmm really big inside...n fun at 1st...but later on meet a fugger...tryin to be funny...den almost got into fight...but no fear!! policemen all ard me...ahhah...but freak it la...he's jus an arsehole!!

ya tt's it dudes n babes! gtg zzz le...tired ah...seldom slp this dayz...so erm u guys takecare ya! drink lotsa water and SMILE =D

Gong Xi Gong Xi!!

2005-02-12T12:07:00.000+08:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!~ Ang Bao na lai... muahah lame... zzz...Hey wishing Every1 a prosperous and humourous Chinese New Year!! hahah this the rooster yr...so better get all the bird flu away!! hahah...sorry ah...busy this few dayz ah...go bai nian here n there...relatives visiting n such...so erm kinda packed!! (= i use red for the font cos its a trademark color for CNY! =)

den actually got go for the lion dance de...buden freak up everything la...walau damn dulan lo...no lion dance = no $$$.....broke le..spent almost everything before new yr...den now lidat...fug up lo...dun say le la...say liao spoil my new yr mood!! arse!!

den erm change my bloggy pic up there liao...cos those r kinda old old le...so its time for changes!! wahhaha...den hopefully i can earn some fortune when gambling ba!! has been losing recently! kaoz...so u guys who viewed my blog now!! yes now!! faster pray hard n wish me best of luck!! n if i win, u've gotta share too!! wink*

Cheerios!~

HEI PI CHAI NIS NIU EAR!!!!!!!

Good Bye Gim Mor!!~ =D

2005-02-06T18:18:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my....lookin into the mirror now...as if i hav saw an alien...ahhhh...so weird now...dark dark de hair...so bu xi guan...uncomfortable...my gold hair...duhz...no more...n not anymore....i sick n tired of tt color...so now...heez...a brand new image le... =D guai guai de students...wearing a specs to sch tml...hahah... sure let my frenz say i act guai de...ahhah buden hey...i'm guai in nature ok?! ahhah...

den hmm ytd went to china black again..u all must be wondering wats so gd abt there rite...aiya actually no la...went there to celeb sebas bdae lo...kaoz...actually he said wanna open chivas de....den in the end he brought only $30...den we r suppose to add abt $25 each la...buden the alcohol too ex le la..somemore no promotion... $230 per bot....duhz...den in the end...nv buy lo...den smuggler in london dry gin...den drink lo...plus tequila pop...wah pop till very high after the highly conc. dry gin 7-up! hahah... but really enjoy ourselves la...cos straight away went to platform le...ahhaha... den after tt went to 7-11 chill till mornin 7am...den went home...tok alot abt life related stuff wif jialong...hahah...

so today stay at home rot n rest ba...tml sch starts again le...zzz... sianz... anyway, u guyz takecare n hav fun ya!~ CNY count down!~ (3more dayz) cheerios.... ang bao ang bao!!~ weee...

Test over luu....Cheerios...

2005-02-05T01:52:00.000+08:00

Hey yo...yeah finally the term test over...but more trouble to come....sigh...long story.... will try to update on the trouble more when i'm not so tired...cos almost gotta fight jus now at hougang plaza....zzz... wat the hack rite...12ppl eat us 3....kaoz...

den this morning went to SP open hse wif crystal...she's so lame..tryin to find tt denise keller mag. so urgently....tt outta the blue...she drag me along to SP to hunt for it...omg!~ its so damn freakin hot!~ sweating all over...searching for tt freakin rack wif tt mag!~ huge mag.! den to my horror....i saw a huge mag....under the macdonald's tray....den pull out...omg!~ ish the mag she's finding for hrs....wow!~ tt's facinating sia....ahaha den mission accomplished....den later went to bugis eat...den go home lo...den meet joseph n Lyon...den actually wanna go play CS....den....shuckz... all prob comes.... zzz...will update on tt ya...lazy to type...too long a story to tell lolx....

den hmmm CNY coming....my parents oso hope nothing will happen to me....so...ya... will update more....jus wanna let u guyz noe my blog is not abandon!~ i'm back!~ anyway...tml is sebas bdae...he's celebrating...at China black....dono wanna go anot leh...buden aiya...its his bdae....tink at least go down say happy bdae n entertain him abit lo...hahaha...if not like so buai steady...lolx..

takecare ya!~ ciaoz~!

Term Test Comin luu... T.T

2005-01-30T17:13:00.000+08:00

aiyoyo...sorry wor...since my last update ish abt 2 wks lidat le rite?? erm paiseh... has been sick and busy for a wk liao...but getting better each day hopefully can get well soon...cos tml is my term test le...urgh...hasn't really memorise well enuff...den the TPHM calculation stress sia...so many formula...lucky no need memorise... phew...

lemme re-cap ya...erm had fall sick since monday nite...den erm tuesdayturns worst... cough, flu, headach, sore throat, fever, vomiting, diarroea and abdominal pain!~ urgh...wat the hack rite..went to c the doctor...he dono which kinda med shld he giv ah...cos too many liao...will cost me a bomb...urgh...in the end...5 med given...cost me $44....sianz... waste money...but no choice... at least i'm getting better le...but stil *cough cough....sneeze sneeze... sianz...

wed stay at home whole day...play game and study n rest...thurs went to coffee bean study again...alwayz study hor...c i so guai de...hahha... den erm after tt go kelvin hse wif kenneth to play winnin eleven =X heex...den fri mornin study again...heex...evenin went out to meet wei ming, lyon wilson and lots...den go play CS release stress...chill out... den after tt went to joe hse ton...drink!~ urgh...jus sick finish den lidat...bad for my body sia...haiz...but aiya who cares...den erm watch fighters in the wind....wow!! Youko so pretty!~ super ultimate kawaii!~ i will giv her 9.5/10 ahhaha...as for the 0.5...hmmm i will giv her if i noe her personally...ahhaha... doinkz... (dreamin again luu) =P den stay till mornin...eyes poppin out...

den mornin le...saturday liao! went to eat breakfast...thx to joe's muthur...she treat us prata...den went back to his hse swim n sauna... haaz... fit rite? ahhaha... den went home....poof!~ sleep!~ slp till 7.30...wake up shagged...play game awhile...eat..den zzzz.... hahah... pig rite =D

so today..stayin at home study again...nv study will feel guilty de...tml is EMAT and TPHM tests!~ wish me best of luck ba!~ gonna study luu...cya.. wink* hugz hugz!~ kissy muakiex!~ =P

DiSaPpOiNtEd!~

2005-01-21T05:32:00.000+08:00

After NUS bash in China Black...urgh...though lotsa gers around...but i wasn't happy...indeed...i'm very sad...i dono y...

E ger (B) i like...went ytd...actually i still carrying those kinda feeling tt i'll still be able to touch her heart someday...but no no no no....i was fugging wrong...i am such a silly fool...she'll nv be mine...I'VE GAVE UP!~after the incident... n i swear to jesus christ....i'll nv ever...try to win her heart anymore!~ I SWEAR!~! in the morning...she was askin whether if i wan her to go anot...of cos i wan...but i was tinkin..wat if she goes there...dance wif guys...hugging wif them...and all sorta shit!~ i noe i'm tinkin too much..den ya, she didn't dance wif other guys.....she dance....wif my buddy!~ we're dancing on the dancefloor at 1st...went up to platform...den B...was still down there...i ask her to come up...but she refused...she den asked me to follow her to another platform...so i did...but when we reached the other side...there's no space available...so we went back to find my frenz they all....den she jus went up to the platform..leaving me down on the floor...urgh...but i didnt mind tt...den after some dance...my bud and B suddenly disappeared...den i saw them went to the bar...drinkin... tequila i suppose...den i was quite down...cos y him again...but i guess he had no choice...

den den den......i was already very frustrated when 2 gigantic fuckers...keep on banging me...i tried hard to elbow them..but no use...they're to huge...wat the fug can i do!~ den...... den...... den....turning my head round again to search for B...to my horror...she was dancing wif...my bro....dirty dancing...! the moves r beautifully executed...both of them simply the perfect combination...very close...i tried to turn away....but my head jus wouldn't...even i closed my eyes...i still can see them danicng...my mind was corrupted...I was so disappointed...of cos...i am jealous....who dun jealous seeing the ger u like dancing wif...ur bro whom she likes...who dun jealous u tell me!~ i was so damn irritated...fuckers bangin me...bro dancing wif loves one... and not somewhere in a corner...they're on platform...noe how others will tink...all my frens around noes i like B...but she was happily dancing wif my bro...right in my face!~ wat the fug....ya? WAT THE FUG!! its jus like a dagger stabbing in my eyes! a pole thrusting thru my head! or mayb make it simpler...a bullet right thru my already weaken heart!!

Wat shld i say...its jus pure disappointment...though i noe its jus dancing...but i jus couldn't stop myself from tinkin abt the dark side...who will tink bright now btw...at this kinda situation!..FUG IT IF U'RE TINKIN THE BRIGHT SIDE!~ i'm damn pissed...super pissed...i dun wanna be a spoil spot u noe!~ but i jus couldnt be happy...i tried to be...but no way... duhz....i feel like bashing up my bro....but no... y no...cos he's my bro.... "8 years" wat to say abt this duration...the thick n thin we've been thru...so i wun beat him up...but saying this 8years...he can still hack care my presence...while dancing...tt's fugging pissing me off...DISAPPOINTED ish the right word...

though he came to apologised after tt....but shit....wats the sorry for...B is nothing to me...jus pure frenz....i hav no rights to stop u all...duhz... u can said i'm attitude....wat to do...tt's me...when this kinda situation arised...i admit i cant handle it well...or mayb i shld go read books n evaluate the solutions to it...meantime... i admit....i already admit... I'VE LOST.... n not jus lost...i've been THRASHED!~ i felt guilty whenever i spoil every1 mood...tt's y i asked u all conmtinue go dance n dun care abt me...duhz...i hate to be a spoiler...i hate to let ppl see i'm sad... i hate to hate ppl...and i hate being betrayed...though i felt abit ytd...but i noe its jus my illusion...

after tt....i dun wish to said further more...i'm down...indeed...very down...

Some words for B if u read this: This post is against nobody! seriously...i jus speaks from my heart...how i felt...and ya...if u've found the right 1...or mayb there's more choices for u...make up ur mind n decide...indecision is the worst thing i've ever encountered...and i really canot stand the amount of cig. u smoked! i dislike smokers...though i do smoke...when i'm down or mayb too high...tt's y i hate myself! i'll nv wans to be addicted! i hope u quit someday...ASAP...and i hope...i hope tt we dun hav to sees each other for this meantime...n rest assure even if u sees me...i will still say "hi" and i will nv try to tink tt i stil gotta chance...as i said earlier...i've lost...and i gave up...if ever i gonna fan u again...i shall die terribly...wish u happiness and take this wish and live wif no regrets!~

Some words for my brother: I didn't blame u for wat u've done...i jus blame myself for being such a loser...losing everything as compared to u...who cares whether i can sing anot...actually i'm jealous...but duhz...wats tt for rite...no point...and hope this incident didn't affect our brotherhood...even if now there's a bullet shooting in ur direction...i will try to block it...but i hope this block is worth it...so even if i die...i will not regret for shieldin u...

sob sob~~ T.T

GoD iS pLaYiN tRiCkS oN mE aGaIn!~

2005-01-19T09:56:00.000+08:00

This is a very long n ridiculous piece of post…if u all r fuggin not interested in wat happens to an idiot love life and how God toy on me…pls do not highlight n read the following post!~ (save ur time!~ Piss off!)

...once again...I was...was...being trick n con by heaven...or shld I said..god...yue lao!! Giving me false hope...getting so close yet so far! Y??!!! y u gonna let me suffer again n again...I really feel like a piece of rubbish...or mayb a dead shattered rat...I dono wat the hell I’ve done in my past life...tt u wana toy me like this! sob T.T

a lot has happen ytd! Or shld I said...today! this very morning...haiz...chilling out wif my brothers at coffee shop again...den one of my fren...went down to meet us...den chill out lo...actually quite happy at 1st de...buden...sigh...slowly I realized smth very wrong...I like this ger...but...she dun seems to be interested in me...but I stil got tt wrong idea to pursue...wtf rite?? Omg...i’m so stupid!

after our drink at the coffee shop...we went to the hougang park...rot..tok cock...but I duno y I suddenly feel like breakin down...depression mayb!!~ cos I feel smth is fugging wrong now!~ den den den...joseph came to console me...den went back to ask some shit to tt ger...den went back to me at the playground there...saying...he cant tell me everything...but jus the quest. He asked her...dammit! wat the fug rite! Left me hanging there...suspended...in between a cliff dropping or get help! Shuckz! den eventually...slowly...I guess...n gues...den found out...found out the most dreadful n horrendous secret I’ve ever noe...!~ The ger I like...had a crush on my closest brother....WTF!!~~ instead of me...i was so surprised...rooted to the ground...laffing like an idiot...n tears rolling down at the same time...I was morbid at tt point of time...I dono wat to say or wat to do...feeling so lost...one side ish my brothers...and the other my love 1...damn!~ den wat I conclude is rite...from the way she sees “him” I noe she has got tt kinda sparks...in her eyes…but not in my bro eye...urgh...n she keeps on hangin out wif my me n frenz...I tot she wanted to see me more...but no....she wants my frens to be ard wif her instead....not me!~!~ I feel so dead!~

I tell myself...I mustn’t cry...and I shldn’t cry....but tears simply jus fill the brim of my lids...and “POOF”...everything jus burst off like a balloon overflow wif air T.T cry n cry...cried my heart out...almost outta control...but joe stops me...calms me down...though I keep telling him I’m calm and I’m alrite...everything is jus crapz...den kneeling down on the floor...wetted the playground full of my precious tears...

I jus couldn’t acceot the fact tt the one I like will jus fall for my buddy so easily...she said I fell for her too fast...scared her...den she fall for my bro even faster...wat the hell...but I dun blame her...n neither my bud’s...I jus blame myself...for being so foolish...doing the wrong moves...making silly steps again n again...I was given 3 tries...n I wasted all three!~ wat an idiot!~

Firstly(Thrashing move): I found out she’s some1 nice n probably suitable for me n character...I shld’ve slowly build up the chemistry between both eh...instead...I brought her to hang out wif my group of frenz...n simply she jus clicks on too well...which I wish my future partner can too...but...it’s jus too fast...den it’s a wrong move as she will feel tt my frenz r more impt den me...

Secondly(kamikaze move): I shouldn’t hav brought some1 I like to another guys hse rite?? Somemore its my closest bud...n he’s the guy she crush on...omg!~ den when they both chattin happily...n doing magic tricks...I dono wat to do or say...wat can I do or say anyway...true? So...I jus lie down on the bed...pretending to be sleepin!~ PRETENDING...but they dun realized it...I feel so left out n fuggin pissed...den they went out to smoke...n I dun wanna noe wat happen nex...I jus lie there...tryin hard to slp...

Lastly(suicide move): den its ytd...askin her out to chill...wif my grp of buds again...den it all begins like wat I told earlier on...n it’s the suicide move!~ DEAD!!~ Very DEAD!!

I didn’t slp the whole nite...too afraid to close my eyes...hallucination...horrible ones...went to take a walk when joe they all didn’t realize...cos I wanna be alone...slowly...I walk n walk....den reached serangoon north there...sitting by the road side...tinkin a lot n a lot...den suddenly...sky turns bright again...n sun scorching on my freakin tired back...its abt 9+ in the morning...so I decide to take a cab home...too tired n restless...

Heart is in pieces...hoping it can be mend back...but instead of this...it turns to ashes...burnin hot in my blood...tt has nv contain love!~ ya...LOVE!~ I’m too afraid too love now...and forever...Cinderella of mine is nv exist!~

Thx for all ur precious time...dun bother to console me...the more u console...the more I’ll tink n... T.T I need to be alone...n if I need some1 to lean on...hope u palz can provide me wif some shoulders n tissue...I’m a guy ya....but who says guy mustn’t cry...canot cry??! Fug it man!~ I’ve got feelings too...I’m make of flesh... born wif a weak heart to face r’ship...so wat... ciaoz!~

Apology!~

2005-01-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

Dui bu qi!~ Gon me na sai!~ Sorry wor...! haiz...hav been busy running here n there...preparing mock test and class test...doing reports n proj!~ ahhhh!!! i'm so damn freakin busy...dun even hav enuff slp...slept 4hrs in 3dayz....zzz... can u see how pathetic...erm will try to update u guys more later this wk... sorry abt tt... tune in again ya! check it out yo yo!! ciaoz~!
(to be continue...)

Mum's Actual Bdae!~

2005-01-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

Mummy!~~ HAPPY BDAE!~~!!! MAYB ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE!! really hope we can be forever healthy, happy and harmonious! heez....

ERm den wat shld i say for today eh...erm...a very very shockin stuff happens... and its a damn freakin Breath taking and Marvellous thing tt have ever happens to me...hahaha... an angels tt suddenly appear whom disappeared and i've last seen it one month ago....heez... dun get wat i mean... duhz... u're slow..its means i saw an angel!~! cool rite?? doubt u guys seen it before...lolx... muaahhaha!~

den i gonna go dye my hair this friday!! shld confirm liao la...if nothing crops up...den this thurs got Viva test!!~ urgh...practical test in the other words...oh shiak!~ i dun understand the shitish appratus n machines sia...forgot most of it liao..den the calculation all gone case la...cos all the lab report the calculation i've nv touch before...zzz!@~~~ game over!~~

den this sat meeting bebe...hahah very strange n cute name rite??? muahahha..but its unique la...she's my pri sch fren's fren...den erm mayb going to buy some clothes for new yr ya!~ den erm hopefully i can buy a new Fossil watch, DKNY bag, Tough wallet, Levis jeans and Top men shirt!~ ahhhh.....where the fug i got all this $$$ to buy all this?? haiz...really needs to find a part-time job!~~ any1?? help!~~ lolx...

ChEeRiOs no matter how bad ur day ish!~ Seize the DAy!~

Cut Cut Cut!!~

2005-01-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

eh oh.....hmm its another bad day...rainin again... sianz rite?? very lazy n tired to go out ah...but i jus came home la..ahaha...went around hougang area wif some old frenz ya!! chilling out n tok cock..lolx... really old liao ah...nothing to do..go coffee shop drink coffee n chit chat...like those uncle...duhz... hahaha...

den ytd went to tamp cut hair...Fusion Bar... diaoz... cut till quite short wor my hair...sux oso...den my condition very jialat leh,...even the barber dono how to manage n cut...duhz...den anyhow cut lo.. pengz... now...erm fringe short ah...sianz... walau... forehead so high...den fringe short n abit curl...kaoz... er xin ah!!!! my frenz all say ok...i tink they're consoling me lo... cos it really sux ah!! canot ah..must go treatment liao...den go dye back darker color... so sad!! now too ugly le...no face to c gers liao...lolx... duhz.. haiz...

tml going out to eat big feast...my mum bdae celebration!! weee... HAPPY BDAE MUMMY!!~~ love u lots!!~~ wahhahahaha....

Ups n Down...

2005-01-05T19:06:00.000+08:00

hey ya...yo back in action again... duhz.. dun feel quite well recently...stupid weather...heavy rains day n nite...n sometimes sunny like fug....oh man!~ pls...its hurting me...though i'm not paper made...buden it had been chilling me thru out the day...sneezing...coughing... burning(fever)...and wat i hate most... throat infection...duhz think its not sore throat this time...cos i can see from reflection tt my throat r growing ulcers...duhz!! freak it!~ i once grew 8 ulcers on my throat...can u imagine tt??! den went to doctor for medication...n den it took me a couple of wks to heal!! damn...hope i dun hav it this time!! pray for moi pls....!!! den i cant sing now...tt's my life...

Dun Sing = Die!!

lolx... not tryin to exagerate...but i jus simply loves singin soooo damn much... =D

den recently ppl hav been blog surfing n found out tt i looks different from the pic in frenster...duhz...those pic flashing up there r all old fotos le...its abt 3 mths ago ya?? check out my frenster to c lastest newly update pic eh... keke... =P
search for this mail [huidran@hotmail.com] =D

den erm...joseph's rachel hav intro me a ger...who's studying in Aussie...buden erm ya make fren is ok..buden tink she's jus not my type la..sorry!! not tryin to be picky...(which i dun hav the right to..) buden is like...erm i jus dun hav tt kinda sparks or mayb chemistry in it...sorry abt tt!! very sorry!! tt ger seems like a nice ger...n clever too i suppose...cos study abroad... watever...buden erm...not because she's ugly or wat k?? she looks pleasant...n better den her frenz in pic... opx... duhz lets stop tis..if not some1 gonna whack my arse!~ =P

okok...for the time being...i really gonna study for my common test soon..as it draws nearer...duhz...dono wat the hack tt bloody indian teacher teaching...he came from india...n his slang was damn...diff to understand... aiya gonna brush up my singin too...hav been outta key n abit tone deaf liao...n hopefully la...can find a ger ger to past tis coming valentine..or mayb My Bdae? erm X'mas? New Year Eve? this entire 2005? 2006? 2007? eternity?? ahhaha... tinkin too much again...snorez.. zzz...

ciaoz!~

Happy New Year 2005!~

2005-01-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

Weee...its a brand new year...n hopefully everything can be brand new for me.. my life, my hp, my wallet, my watch, my bed, my com, my partner (??? i wish to find 1 ), my frenz....opx... did i said frenz? lolx... nahz...frenz will alwayz remain in my heart eh...new frenz r welcome...but old frenz will stay too eh... heez....

erm this new year i wanna wish every1 healthy, strong, free from defects (muahahah...), wealthy, peaceful and happy!! hahaha...but sadly... no1 would expect the yr 2004 will end in such a traggic way...now the death toll for the Asia Tsunamis/Eartquakes shot up to 200k now... omg!~ pls pls...stop all this!! dammit...dun tease us ppl anymore u this bloody shittish weather...

Raining cats n dogs every now n den...duhz... cooling though..but erm is the heaven crying for those victims?? sigh....lets continue to pray for them guyz!~

hmmm ytd went to clark quay help wei ming they all sell the snow foam spray and light sticks... lolx.. so fun sia..again...we spray n spray those who pass by us...lolx... guyz or gers..old or young...we jus spray... hack ah... lolx.. den erm got walk pass thru the centre of the boat quay there...where lotsa pubs de lo...den erm lyon was being pulled by a group of gers n kena rape!! mauhahah... rape as in spray rape...they srpay him like crazy...duhz... mayb he jus looks too gd wif tt damn fugging smooth grey hair! lolx...

Den we stay put at a spot...allied wif a group of around 8guys>? ya...den started spraying like mad at ppl who oppose us!! ahhaha.. den den....got a ger they sprayed...they accidentally hit her head wif the can...den got say sorry..buden tt ger is damn pissed off...den started shooting vulgarities outta the mouth... oh man!! nowadayz gers r more outta control den guys!! seriously!! ahhah... den i was there to drag tt guy outta the quarrel to prevent further provoking situation...den later on me n lyon left the crowd to find weiming n frenz....

We went to East coast...one of the pub there...drink ah drink!! Chivas n whiskey... ahhah... the pub so nice!! still got live band!! den very pleasant...not noisy at all..den they started playin guessin...i didnt...cos i cant drink much...stomach flu!! den i tink i jus drank 3 cups? or 4...tt's all..gotta giddy kit liao...hahah...den play ah...chat ah...den erm went back to hougang...to one of my fren's fren bbq! sit there chit chat till 6...lolx...den lyon again...canot make it ah... canot drink dun drink so much la....fugging ass... vomit again..duhz... must stop him nex time...hey sukka...if u see this...noe ur limit nex time ya! ahha if not u're dead!! lolx!! den went home zzzz....8-12...den wake up le...haiz...tt's how i pass my new year!! =)

Anw, Hei Pi Niu Ear@@!~~

(^.-)_\./

Prayers for them!~

2004-12-29T19:00:00.000+08:00

Can every1 pls lend me ur hand for jus this 1 minute?? put them together...place it near ur heart ur heart as u pray....for the victims of this ultimate tremors suffered by ppl everywhere around us.... "tsunamis and earthquakes...pls go away!! We needed peace n nothing else better!"

*raise ur left hand, n place ur right on ur heart...

DEAR LORD,
pls save the ppl who's suffering right now...
right at this very moment,
no matter wat we've done,
pls forgive our sins,
chase the waves n trembles away,
we wanted peacefulness, happiness and unity...
May the power of nature stops teasing us,
God.. even if u dun help me, it is alright,
help the ppl who's lost, trap or suffering!
Amen...

(*i'm not a christian...but i jus wish to pray to God...cos i belive in him...)

God/Buddha/Ala/ghanis and every god of each races...Bless the victims...and every1 else...and hopefully i'm bless too...Thankx!! =)

!!! DeVaStAtEd !!!

2004-12-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

..... no greetings today...this will be a diff. entry...no more frenly dude anymore...i jus cant smile and laff out loud anymore... i such a fuging loser!

D's

*I tink I'm DEVASTATED!
*or mayb I'm DOOM!!
*cos I've been DIMINISHED!
*and mayb I shld DISAPPEAR!!

Heaven is toying me...dun ask why! i've not jus been tricked once, nor twice...but hundrice...or mayb thousice....I'VE HAD ENUFF!! FUGING ARSE!! i feel like a raging bull now...i'm born in the yr of ox...n have the temper of bull...madness of cow...and hatred for red! i'm jus fuging irritated...chance has given to me jus for the reach of my hand...but its so close yet so far!! i cant belive it...there's alwayz hope...but hopelessly hope that i'm hoping its a hope for me!

*Flesh Decomposes!
*Heart is in Pieces!!
*Soul is in Ashes!!!
*Fate n Faith Clashes!!!!
*Life Becomes Meaningless!!!!!

U can say i had a fuging attitude...and yes i do...for now...n cos i'm fuging pissed! Things jus wouldn't go my way...turning round n round causing me to puke!! hate it man!!~ Love is really nv in my blood! i've been around all this while...hoping and beliving in miracles...but i guess it doesn't exist...mayb for others...but not me...God is fair...to every1...but not me either...duhz... i'm this icewater...tt is thoroughly contaminated!! I've resist myself not to like any1...n i'm holding it for a damn long period! n when i was about to loosen my grip to this...everything went hay wire...Fug up!

Everything written is souly by Adrant aka Ic3wAt3r...no copyright and no plagiarism...
I've left nothing more to say...this is my blog...i say wat i wan and i say wat i feel...i'm down now... dun disturb me...i can be nasty...when i'm feeling nasty now...Sorry abt tt...its been a while since my last outburst...or mayb i hold it on too long...i dun wish to c any comments abt this entry....and no question ask pls...i dun wish to answer...and i dun wish to tok abt it... I noe wat to do now... My soul is against its will... Heaven is against my fate... i had to raise my hands high up...to surrender now!! GOD...I'VE LOST!! ......

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Happy Xmas~! Merry New Year!~

2004-12-23T19:27:00.002+08:00

Ho Ho Hoooo!!~~~ Santa Claus is coming to town!! muahahah.... jingling all the way... Wish every1 a joyous Merry Xmas!~ long awaiting time has finally come eh...hahaha... really enjoy myself on the eve!~

Me n my brothers...went to clark quay there...brought out own drinks down...1 whole big bot of vodka absolute...mixing wif 7-up...glurping like plain water...cool...den before tt...counting down for xmas at the riverside... den we bought alot of foam spray!! so fun...hahhaha... shouting "merry xmas" everywhere...and to ppl whom we sprayed...guys or gers...every1 who gets in our way we spray!! ahahha... den we still got form ally wif a group ppl...den attack those who sprayed any1 of us!! ahahh... but its jus pure fun...no offence...hahah...very very funny oso...

den den den...to every1's surprised...we saw 2 gorgeous gers...oh man...their dressing is simply so mature n really elegant...very swt n kawaii...ahaha... den he he he...we went ahead and spray them...hahah cos they're defenceless...den they bought a few can of spray and decide to counter back..hahah... this time round...i lost the battle....duhz...actually purposely...ahhah... anyway i already use up mine on her...den let her spray lo...wah really revenge sia...spray till my whole face all foam..duhz...but really fun la...den he he he...later on...become frenz liao lo... their name is Connie n Vanessa...oh my oh my...van is swt...really...mesmerising smile n such...duhz... dreaming again... they looks like 16-17...actually they're jus..... 14!!!! wow rite?? ahaha... but erm they're surely potential sweetheart for most guys when they grew older! i swear!! ahha.... k la... enuff of all this liao...hahah...den later on drink n drink...den pengz lo...cant walk straight....super high!! hahah...n damn happy!! hahah.. den went home..zzz without bathing... too tired!!

Merry Xmas guyz n galz!!~~

cheerios!~ =D

Counting Down!!~ Ho Ho Ho~!

2004-12-23T19:27:00.000+08:00

Hey ya!! Every1!!! Merry X'mas!!! opx.... too early le...paiseh wor...study till head abit wire sot liao..ahhah... buden aiya who cares ritE?? i wish now tml or tml tml...still say rite...jus another day....ahhaha.... buden dono y this X'mas i jus gotta strange feelin tt its gonna be a special 1...hopfully...there's some miracles can happen on me =D

Counting Down together now ba...ahhaha 5...4...3...2...1..... poof.... its jus 2 more dayz to go....ahhah.. wooo hooo....tml is X'mas eve...not goin to town this yr!! too crowded...i hate crowd...headach sia... so tink jus gonna go to a fren house...den we pot luck...pot luck alcohol...hahah.... buden erm...tink tis time round...jus gonna drunk myself... but not to the extent of vomiting...cos i hate tt hangover stuff especially on X'mas somemore... so... i will control myself de... dun worry for me ya! muahahah...

anyway!! cheers to all n every1 around the world!! Ah-coo-ma-na-ta-ta...it means no worry!! for the rest of ur life!~ wooo....hahahh... takecare ya!! *wink

Very High!~ On Cloud Nine

2004-12-20T19:56:00.000+08:00

Yoz...i'm back...though down wif flu but i still manage to sneak out sometimes to write something here to keep all my supporters and blog surfers company...hahah.. =P

Last Thurs, quite a fun nite...went to the SIM party cum pageant bash...den wow...really alot of pretty gers...buden aiya jus can c la...ahhah... den tt nite oso quite high la... cos got drink ma...mixed Johnnie Walker red label wif coke...den Kenneth, Lyon n me Whack sia...ahhaha...den in the end...kenneth end up drunk after 1 more jug...he's super drunk lo..cant even stand still...hahah... farni sia!! den still got Tiffany, kelvin and Vik around eh... n some of my SIM frenz...cool ritE?? ahaha... den jus enjoying myself...dancing and singing out loud wif the crowd!! weee....den next day sore throat =X urgh... =P

Then Friday is really an exciting day eh...though not much thing happen...buden erm went out wif Lyon and Joseph go Singapore favourite spot to eat..hahah... den hang out chill till around 2am...take cab go joe's hse swimmin pool there...he brought us a bottle of Martell Gordon Bleu... wow...he's the man yeah?!! ahhaha... den sit at the poolside table...talk alot abt our pass relationship...sad and happy times...our gd n bad points...and how others think abt us...and surely...we're bruthers for life yeah!! true frenz really is a handful...and i guess they're those few eh...hahah... Check it out... Oh man...den we play 5-10-15...cai quan...den loser gotta drink...den very high lo...drink till my whole head spinnin like hell...wat the hack rite?? buden when we're chit chatting...i jus couldn't stop drinkin...den in the end...3 of us finished 1 whole bot of martell...remarkable ritE?? hahah... den after tt...we're tryin to get over to the park nearby....damn... i couldn't even walk straight...den the whole sky spinnin on top of me...den i trip n fall so easily like an helpless infant...hahha...den joe pull me up...buden lyon more jialat...hahha he vomit sia...till quite jialat ah...den omg~ i tink tt's the most awful appearance i've ever seen on him...cos he alwayz very careful abt his image de ma...hahah so farni sia...3 of us really enjoy it sia...buden after i reach the park...sitted down awhile... AARRGGGHHHH~!! my turn to puke! dammit...my stomach damn bloated...den head spin too fast...den AARRGGGHHHH onto the grass... =X den slowly...we fallen asleep... den woke up in the park...faster pull lyon's up on the floor...den take cab home lo...tryin hard to concentrate and focus...cos hangover really jialat... i was so damn drunk the 1st time in my life!!~~

den reach home...take out contact lens...POM~! lie onto the sofa n zzzz le....ahhah... den erm sat n sun stay at home rot n rest lo...fall sick le....cos nv slp much for quite a few dayz....haiz.... den pimples all pop up!! urgh... so u guys n galz around...slp early is my advice...and an apple a day keeps the doctor away ya!! do take great care every1!! sch projects, class tests and reports everything rushin in now...zzz... gonna rush liao... cya yeah!! =) wink* huggiex!~

Jason's Chalet~!

2004-12-14T20:14:00.000+08:00

Eh oh...back again...wah!!! yawn!~~~~~~~~~ so damn tired ah!! nv sleep much this few dayz... den ytd went to jason's chalet...hmmm not a bad 1...buden erm oso not tt much thing to do la...cos i went there after sch...reach there abt 8++ liao...den chicken wings all finish liao....zzz... buden still got crab meat, sausauge and hotdogz la...and fish...but jus eat a small portion of it nia... hmmm...

Den after tt...went around rot lo...den go buy some alcohol drink...hmm drink ah drink ah...sit down at the beach there...den suddenly tink of all those sad past...den started to feel down..mood swings...but the wave sound is so damn freakin nice... n calm... den drink ah drink ah...finish liao... after awhile head started to spin abit...cos sit there feel the breeze too long...den wanted to doze off...hahah... buden later got chat wif steph...ask her call lyon's no...cos free incoming...muahha... den chat ah chat ah...pass the fone here n there...den me n some brothers at the beach there singin out loud...so shoik...n i shouted to the sea wif my loudest ROAR!! ahhaha...feel so relived...=D den went back to chalet...play magic trick lavender..hahah... n den watch soccer...Singapore vs Laos....wow...1st time c S'pore trash ppl... 6-2....so proud sia..hahah... den the day before match...My fav. Arsenal drew wif Chelsea 2-2....sianz...shld hav win the game if henry score the last chance...he on superb form!! =D buden cambell and toure sux!! sleepin!! zzz... hahah... okok enuff of soccer...if not all the gers might fall asleep hahah....

den straight after the chalet..we went home...change clothes...den go back to sch...walau..super shack...sleepin in the bus!! almost shoot over the bus stop...haah...lucky wake up in time...den tryin hard not to nod my head too much while sleepin in tutorial..ahhah... den erm went home after sch lo...now sitting here...typing crapz...ahhah... playin maple!! all my frenz so crazy abt it!! ahha...sianz... tonite must slp early!! got double eye bags liao...zzz.... takecare every1!! mizya load!! ahhah *wink

Sch Sux~! Serious!!

2004-12-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hey yo guyz n gals out there...back on my post eh.. if not kena scolded again.. haiz... kinda tired n worn out by this sch reopenin stuff... duhz... i found out that all my lecturers r from outta space... opx....bahz.. only 1 from singapore...the rest r international... let see eh... i've got lecturers from Myarmar, Indonesia, India, Japanese, Philippine...and i was taught before by a German, Canadian, China lady and a Typical singapore ah gong(granpa)... oh man!! no wonder ppl graduate from ngeeann poly cant speak gd english....cos learnin n mixing all those international slang....how can we excel!! dammit!! somebody help!! sigh....

Hmmm...buden erm...1st wk no homework tough...kinda slack..buden i noe i must work hard in order to break my past records...which i swear i must... cos i've been improving yr by yr..jus like alwayz...tt's my target for this sem... n i wanna join Top Fun...the channel8 jack neo show...i wanted to do wat i wanted to do...so tt i can live my life to the fullest... n i'm gonna go for the staff n students day for audition...i wanna sing sing sing and sing!! dun care how bad i sound or how others mock me...i will jus giv my best...i feel so motivated.. dono y...i jus wanna do something i wanna do now...cos... i thought of my dog, Snowy, again... T.T sob!! she's been away for abt 1yrs n 10 months lidat le... i'll still miss her... before i slp...when i reach home... and when i'm lonely... sob sob T.T no more tail swingin when i'm back from sch...and cos when i reach home...usually its abt 6pm...my mum jus went to work...my dad still driving...my sister n brother r all workin...n i'm alwayz alone when i reach home... how i wish there's something or some1 to be by my side... i hate to be lonely!! Gemini r twin sign..air sign... the worst for gemini is to left them in a corner n kept them quiet....duhz!! what the hack i'm tokin all this... But seriously... i miss Snowy!! cos i noe she haven do what she wan to do...n she left...to a faraway land..the 3rd world...so i jus wanna do wat i wan!! excel in what i shld excel in!! My slogan now!! <Tinkin Twice is not Wise! Go for it when it is Time!!> *wink ^.-

BaCk BaCk BaCk@@!!!

2004-12-03T16:58:00.000+08:00

Ultra apologies for those who's keep on supportin me n visiting my bloggy...i've let u all down by not updating regularly... so so so sorry!! erm hav been lazing around recently... either play maple story or idling around hougang area...chilling out.... hmmm so most of the time not at home at nite... paiseh wor.... Kristine aka Krissy piggy... ahahha.. i updated my bloggy finally le...haha.. happy?? =P den erm dun try to steal my copyright *wink* hor... =P bleahz... hahaha.. hope to cya soon eh =D hmm... oh ya... lets re cap again eh...

interestin dayz with events happenin r on tuesday lo... went to sentosa wif 6 other frenz! hmmm the weather was so powerful in the morning...blazing hot sun...i tot i could burn myself up on the beach...but who noes...when we reach harbour front...den finish our macdonald's breakfast... diaoz... the sky turns dark.... AAHHHhhhhh..... nite mare for sun tanner... sianz lo... buden the dark clouds only cover a portion of the sky... den went to sunset bay...siloso beach there...throw down the bag...strip myself up... ahahha.. den poof...SPLASH!! ther we goes into the water... salty water!! ... den after tt actually wanna challenged a grp of guys beach soccer de... ahhah... den they dun wan...den we say mix lo... sianz... my team sux... only 1 noe how to play... buden deuel tt team is better of cos...den we kena trash... cos my back def sux...tt guy dono how to use leg...zzz.... block the shot infront of goal oso can let the ball fly in... zzz... buden i got whack 1 shot...almost break the net if i score tt...but it went jus wide... den the ball fly to london sia.. buden a gd match though...tired... den swim again...not much sun... den hungry le go eat lo.. heez... its my idea to buy bread and can tuna from cold storage... cool... we didnt starve because of tt...den every1's enjoyin it... weee... chilli tuna n mayonaise tuna... sooooo nice...hahah when u're hungry... =D den went on to palawan....jus reach there..rainin cats n dogs liao...sianz... den go home le lo... zzz... not a bad day though....but bad weather...

den erm...stayin home on wed...watch s'pore idol... on ya... my idol is Maia... a great dancer n hottie...powerful voice too...buden she was long ago elimionated... so erm...i dun care who wins lo...erm Sly or Taufik doesn't make a diff....But Taufik of cos is the stronger 1....as sly didn't perform well enuff to win votes...so erm... fair enuff...the right winner and great performance... =D i feel like singin again!! my throat is itching.... any1?? ktv this wk end??? heez... i wanna sing my heart out.. =D

Sat goin to chinablack for the sch reopenin bash... ahhahha... n my last holiday le... cos after nex sem....is my trainin in jurong island...den 3rd yr 1st sem finish le...must go for attachment liao... den graduate... den army!! NS sux...waste time... waste energy... but train endurance n leadership...lucky is 2yrs now... phew... i wanna go work!! earn alot of money!! den can buy cars... =D of cos... treat my other half gd gd.... doll her up... pamper her... love her and marry her!! ahhaha.. diaoz... tink too much!! urgh diaoz... sorry... =X dun even noe i can find "HER" anot...scarly i become monk nex time...who noes... zzz... *wink take great care all my dearest frenz!! i will try to update more often... slap me if i dun =X ciaoz!~

Sick nor...haiz...

2004-11-25T13:02:00.000+08:00

Argh..weather so bad..better drink more water ya!! haiz...fallen sick for a wk le....happy 1 wk anniversary to my sickness.... zzzz duhz....so lame... hope i can break up wif u my flu,cough and sore throat...i dunwan to lost my precious voice animore!! ahhaha...i wan my voice... i wan to join Chanl8 Top Fun (huan le dian feng)....grrr...y they nv reply me...sianz... buden my voice haven come back... wait till it come back den call k... (pray pray pray) hahahha... diaoz... stayin at home rot n rot... so fun rite....bahz... kelian me...got any activities my frenz?? i wanna go wild wild wet leh...if not go sentosa suntan oso gd.. hahah...got lobang ask me k?? den got any few dayz temp. job tell me oso leh... i wan i wan!! broke liao...very cham...i wanna buy new fossil watch and new wallet!! Ganbatte!!@ =D

LiFe ToO sImPlE~!

2004-11-17T10:59:00.000+08:00

Hey hunks n babes...i'm back...sorry ah...me getting lazier n lazier le...nv update my bloggy regularly...hahah... paiseh wor... hmmm den erm actually nothing much to update though...after the Genting trip...it seems so lifeless...cos erm i jus rotting at home...playing games...went to frenz hse ton...stayin over nite tok crapz n play...den erm chillin out at nearby areas(hougang) and went for dinner wif frenz lo...lidat nia...aiyo...den broke le...cant realli go shoppin la...den somemore im jobless...any1 got gd lobang?? those temp job...a few wks de?? intro to me leh...hahah...

den erm...dono y...my life is getting too simple and i jus probably forgotten wats my real target in life...tt's very bad!! i'm leadin such a carefree life buden too free tt i wasted most of the time rotting...n now...i really...erm...eh... hopin to c my long lost love...though Love is Never in My Blood...(my slogan) buden...i really hope i can find my true love before too long... sigh...i was tinkin too much ahhaha... den erm one of my fren told me before... "True Love Finds U! n Not e Other Way Round!" haiz... hope tt's true... n all the gers around eh...r u my true love?? ahhah...come find me ah if u r 1...ahhahhahah opx =X wat an idiot i am.... =P Stay Cool Every1!! ChEeRiOz~!

Back From Trip!! =D

2004-11-11T13:09:00.000+08:00

Hi hi hi....my dear frenz!! finally i'm back from Genting to update u all abt how's life up there eh!! ahhaha...hmmm lets start from the departure eh... =D

Thx to lavender, sebas, jason and vik...to send us for the trip...=D 3 cheers for u guys!! den we depart from lavender MRT... heez...after tt...gotta take tt damn lousy bus to Genting...though got 2 or 3 breaks in between buden i still feel like vomiting...cos the bus damn shaky...cant get myself to slp...den when i was abt to slp...the air con spoil...urgh!! omg!! worst nite mare lo...den sweatin sia...den after half an hr lidat the driver oso canot stand it i tink...den he went down and do some magic...den air con is back...wee....den abt to slp again...the bus stop and hav a break.... duhz....dammit....den after tt...the air con spoilt again!! ahhhhh...buden after 15min lidat...the bus reach the mountain top...finally...our trip starts there actually...5am! early in the morning eh!! 7hrs bus journey!!

Den after reachin there...alot of taxi drivers wanna snatch customer lo...keep askin n askin even after u reject takin their cab...den we take the Awana sky train up!! urgh...sux lo...20+ ppl squeezing in the cable train....zzz.... stuffy and stinky!! den erm after 15min rides up...we reach the Mighty Genting!! wwooooooo.....so coolin the air ther...feel so refresh...not tired at all...hahaha...den canot check in the hotel yet...so we went around to see here n there lo...went to eat...den erm...not tt i wanna laff at their language la...buden aiyo...the "wan ton mee" they spell as "wan tat mee" aiyo...the "tat" is far from near lo...hahah... opx =X den on the 2nd day i ate a RM10 wan ton mee...walau...the most exp. wan ton mee i have ever eaten...zzz...somemore its not in a restaurant... bahz!!

1st day went to the Theme park!!! wow...so surprise to see tt little ppl...cos its a sunday!! den take the umbrella ride to absorb the wind ther 1st...ahhah...its a pity there's no viking ride....sianz... den later on went to take those roller coaster rides...corkscrew and such...all abit thrillin nia leh...ahhah...buden baolin dun dare to take the corkscrew...hahaha... all but the SPACE SHOT...walau...takes u up to 12 storeys den drop u free fall down...walau eh...tt's my fear factor sia...the 1st time i went to Genting...i didn't take the ride...cos too scare liao...i afraid when i went up ther...den drop down...i cant move anymore...den need ppl to carry me back to s'pore...muahhaha...buden on that moment..suddenly i squeeze all the courage outta my blood...hahha...i went on to take the ride!! a superb experience...when u went up...wow!! the view of the scenery...perfect and marvellous... sea of clouds covering mountains...!! buden really very scare...cos the legs r hangin freely...den after it reached the top...at the count of 10...it drops!! AAaahhhhhhhh.... it drops! omg!! the most powerful ride ever... hahah... i cant even scream when i was drop down...my heart was comin outta my mouth...stuck in my throat...hahah...den its a really thrillin exp.!! (Warning!! weak heart or ppl who's afraid of heights! Do Not Take The Ride!!!) =X

No regrets...finish every little rides there...n overcome my fear finally!! den after tt we went back to hotel...bath liao...go eat dinner buffet...erm...the food not tt tempting lo...den very little variety...buden aiya...edible can le la...hahah hungry hungry!! munch munch...actually wanna go clubbing at nite...buden haiz...too tired le...most of us feels like a walkin zombie!! except tiffany and lyon!! hahah...ended up in starbuck chill out!! den go back to hotel...walau...Willy's room is fill with....MOTH!! ahhhhhh.... so sux hor...ahhah abt 15 of them i tink...all the curtain was cover wif moths...urgh!! den call for room service to clean up the mess...hahah...cos the curtain got a ultimate beetle...abt the size of the thumb!! hahah...my room oso got a few la...hahah...but ya...tt's it...lyon caught some of it...den go torture them wif smoke and hot water...oh man!~

2nd day! not as thrillin as the 1st...buden the time pass really fast...woke up at 9+...den go eat breakfast buffet...hmmm the nuggets r nice...and only tt is nice...ahhah... sad case rite...den we continue our tour in Genting...go shop shop shop...hmmm bought 2 t-shirts! completed my shoppin spree cos no $$ le...hahha...den got went to the Ripley's belive it or not place...c alot of fascinating stuff lo...buden some look kinda fake to me!! den continue to shop and eat n shop n eat!! ahhaha...like in Hong Kong tt advertisment...hahaha... den erm jus see a few pretty gers up there...omg!! sad leh...hahah... den got see a super pretty ger...erm tink she's around 5-6 yrs old...hahah...buden she's the most gorgoeus ger there...a great potential..her smile and her eyes...really mesmerised Lyon and me...hahah...den deuel was droolin too....muahahha...

3rd day...woke up too late...abt 11+...the breakfast buffet voucher is wasted cos it ends at 10.45...hahah... our piggyness cost us our B.F.! but aiya who cares...went to eat burger king! ahhah...hav eaten any burger so far ma...hahahha...den take cable car down...take bus... rot in bus...slp...tok... ahahha...rainin cats and dogs!! reach S'pore abt 10.30pm! too tired...exhausted oso...den went back home taking cab...cos bag too big n heavy...lazy liao...hahah... den get home play MAPLE STORY....ahahha...hav been talkin abt it in Genting and everywher...hahah addicted liao... =X

Malaysia~ Malaysia~

2004-11-04T17:58:00.000+08:00

Bahz...i hav been lost since hallooween...u guys must be worryin abt me eh...sorry abt tt!! muahahha...i was fine... ahhaha... duhz...mayb no one even bother wat i do...hahah... k la...lets recap wats happenin this few dayz!~

I went to johor bahru wif Xiu qi, Lyon and deuel...yeah...JB ahahah... sick n tired of this small little s'pore...nothing more to interest me...so decided to go JB shop shop lo...haaha...thrillin sia...1st time go oversea wif frenz...hahah... which i gonna do it again tis sat!! Genting trip!! ahahha... went to JB like king wor..hahah...dun mind spending big...cos i jus gonna divide it by 2.2...hahah... hmmm jus spent abt RM$30/pax...we tasted the chicken kebab, mushroom sauce chicken, BBQ chick, herb rice, lazagne(sry dono how to spell), New York cheese cake(marvellous! taste like in heaven =D), mud cake, choc. fudge cake and last but not least my fav. cookies and cream cheese cake!! weee.....r u guys droolin!! mauhaah... den later on went shoppin and bought some...erm pirated DVDs and CDs....muahahha...we went to eat pizza fiesta...ahahha eat till wanna vomit but jus cost us abt S$10....walau... heaven...hahah den somemore take cab here n there oso no kick ah! ahhahah...haolian =X

after tt...its the goin back tt's got us off the ground...duhz... cos now i gim mo ma...so erm...will most probably be checked by security..buden i hack la...jus chiong lo...wif the pirated discs...phew!! lucky sia...i jus walk by teh sensor without stoppin...den bag kena scan but luckily nth happen...buden erm...Lyon sway ah...all of us get thru except him... aiyo... he was being check...den detained for abt 5min...den he kena tax for smth la..aiyo...poor him... but its jus $$$ the matters...no police case..ahhah... den after tt erm went home zzz le lo...tired tired...

den erm keep chiongin Maple Story for the rest of the dayz...duhz...wasted my precious time..buden really rot lo...nothin to do....ahahah...den jus came back from lyon's hse...went to his hse ton n play...ahhah... siao hor...aahha... buden aiya...watever...den the up coming event would be the exciting Gentin trip wif my grp of crappers~! shld be very fun!! muahahha....hope to update u guys more abt wats happenin ya!! weee... check tis out!! *wink!! cheerios!~

Thought of the Day:
Never Hold Ur Fart In. Because They Travel Up Ur Spine And Into Ur Brain. That Is Where Shitty Ideas Come From! =D

~HaLlOwEeN~

2004-10-31T13:38:00.000+08:00

WWOOOoooo....HaPpY HaLlOwEeN!~ opx...its over last nite...sorry...haaz.. or it hasn't? aiya watever...buden hmm ytd quite fun la...went to orchard in the afternoon...wif lyon. sebas and vik...den erm...there's really lotsa "ghost" in town!! ahha... den erm lyon got meet up wif 2 of his girlfrenz...haaz.. stephanie and yi jia...erm both very frenly la...den quite steady de oso...den later on they suggest to go Escape theme park lo...cos got halloween party...den we go lo...hmmm quite interestin there...ahha...reached there abt 10 lidat...entry $2 and $2/ride...den play till 12... lucky tt yi jia very power ah...she noe quite a few ppl workin there ma...den we got free viking rides... weee... hahahh... free stuff r alwayz the best stuff...hahah... =X den after tt erm nothing much to do lo...den dun wanna go home oso...the gers already sent home...den we guys hangin out at pasir ris park there...stayin at a park...competing some nonsense stuff...like pull ups, runnin the fastest on the metal rods and one hand push ups...ahhah... lame rite?? really do till nth to do...ahhah... den after tt erm take cab go home lo...cos its already 1.30am le...

i slept at 4+am last nite...den jus woke up an hr ago..nth much to say for today...buden erm actually goin for ktv de...buden my throat dun fancy it...damn painful wor...haiz... den flu oso...keep sneezing.. pengz!! so sad!! but nvm la... amper of time to go!! buden need amper of $$$ to do so..ahhah... k la..tt's all for now! takecare guys...i gotta go play MAple Story le...haha... hav a nice dayz! ciaoz~!

1 more wk yo yo!~

2004-10-30T11:34:00.000+08:00

Weeee.....has been inactive for erm...1, 2, 3....ya 3dayz..actually lazy to post la...cos nth special...last 2 dayz at home rot and play Gunbound and Maple story...heez... kinda lame ritE? Maple story the graphic is nice seh!! buden very time consuming...lotsa things to accomplish... duhz...but recommended for pro. RPG players..hahah

Den oh yeah!~ finally the long awaiting moment will soon be reachin... Genting trip wif frenz...oh my oh my....1st time going abroad wif bunch of frenz! weeee....tink tt shld be fun....r u guyz feelin excited too?? heez...tink when i reach 21 i will organise again...den can go up there gamble le!! ahhahha...haven been into any casino yet...but my mum said i went into b4 when i'm a baby...bahz...no idea tt time...still busy suckin my thumb tt time i tink... muahhaha.... k la... today sat... wk end le! hope u guyz enjoy urself to the fullest eh! SP n NYP dudes!~ hang on there! its going to be over in a wk time!! last rush! go go go!~

Creative Honda (take a look! its so cool!!):
http://www.ustc.edu.cn/~james/funny/honda/

Cut Cut Cut!~

2004-10-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

KACHAA!!! there's goes my hair...cut BOTAK now!! (eyes wide!) haiz...no la...i where got so stupid cut botak...jus shorten the hair so tt i can stlye n dun look so beng wif tis freakin hair...haiz... buden still look ugly leh...haiz...but at least better la... hmmm dun really gotta mood to tok much lo...erm mayb update u guys more after i use to tis golden monkey hair ya?? sorry! takecare ya!! huggies~! Adios~

YEAH!~ PARTY TIME!~

2004-10-24T15:05:00.000+08:00

hey back from 2 dayz of absense in the blog eh... sorry abt tt...cos busy preparing examz!~ yes!! finally everything over!! so happy!! holiday le wor!! den goin genting soon!! song ah!~ ahhaa... den think all the subj can pass la..haha... hopefully of cos! ahha...

den something very sad yo...haiz.. i went to dye my hair wif Lyon and Vik at Funan's Kimage...den... haiz... the color out is not wat i wan lo.. sob!~! its so damn freakin bright!! super bright... ASH GREEN BLONE...den highlight ASH WHITE! walau eh!! sibei ah beng ah!! haiz...i dun wan de...i'm guai kia!! den now the hair bleach 4-5 times...now the hair like grass... urgh no ah...is like hay! worst lo... haiz...all dead liao!! must buy lotsa conditionin stuff to treat it!! sob T.T stupid me!! shouldn't bleach my rotten hair in the 1st place!! =( buden wats done canot be undone.. not like microsoft words... so jus gonna let it be le lo.. i need to rest my hair for somewhile den after the condition turns better den i wanna go dye back my hair!!...too beng!! my parents n frenz all say me lo...den those mei nu oso wun look at me le...cos too scary!! NOOOoooo.....!!

Den ytd went to Chinatown de K-ster wif Vik, Lyon, Jasmine, Sebas and lots more to sing sing!! very enjoyable la...cos long time nv sing my heart out!! we enjoy the superb song!! every1's laffin! ahhah noe wat song?? heez Alex Toh "Tuo Diao" muahhaha....!! den at nite went to C.Black to celebrate Jianwei's bdae! happy bdae dude!! =D den diaoz...ytd damn turn off...my stomach damn pain lo...is like cramp in intervals! sux!! den almost got into fight! urgh...stupid hair of mine i tink!! haiz..den 80% are guys...zzz... den very sianz la...no mood dance cos my stomach damn pain..after drinkin the er xin beer! yucks~! den saw XiuQi!! ...Jamie Teo's clone! ahha...a very gorgeous ger! wif superb eyes! nicest eyes ever seen! ahhah...can charge power den "sot" u de! haaz...really! BEWARE! high voltage! ahha..pengz! buden nv chat much wif her den awhile she left le...reach home abt 7 lidat! cos chillin out at fareast de 7-11...tok alot of rubbish wif Minghui, Lyon n Sebas!! ahha...Lyon oily **** and Sebas Rotten **** muahahha!!! Lyon careful wait "Pua Pei" wor! muahha!!! =D

K la! tok to much le...hahah...very long nv sit down type slowly le...hahah cos alwayz rush liao den go study le ma...ahha...k lo...u guyz enjoy the holz ya! kinda short 1...den SP students study hard ya!! all the best!! Goodie luck dudes!! Ciaoz~! *wink

Bang~!

2004-10-20T15:00:00.000+08:00

Back again after missing a day ya... busy busy busy!! tt's wat i can say...buden i still can find time to slack like tis ya!! ahahha... actually wanna wait till after exam (tis sat) den update de...buden scare wait got spider web here liao wor...den u all come here c nothing nex time wun come le... sob T.T so canot...must keep updating ya! ahahha... den find new stuff let u all c..like special quote or wat ever la... ahhah...

den bang!~ 1 more down today... i mean paper la... left 2 more....wee...todat tis paper jialat le la... erm 30++marks gone... urgh... tink the most oso secure B only... n got some tendency to get C+... NNNOOOOOOO... i dunwan C!! sigh... pray pray!! must get better result den last sem... constantly improve! tt's my aim...tt's y i dun score well in 1st yr de 1st sem ma... ahhah...(crapz) hmmm den u guys who still havin exam or those wif exaMz coming up! must jia lotsa oil k?? haha... den ur vehicle can run!! wee... all the best!! ciaoz~!

Must C website:
Kangkang singin jay song! farni!! enjoy!
http://myplay.com.tw/service/dv/show.phtml?id=chateau&pid=1329
-->(sorry this website dono hav liao!!)<--

**try this really nice!! Japan nite view!!
http://ww4.tiki.ne.jp/~mmurakami/setoy/map.html

Jokes of the day! (Dirty joke! 18 n abv only!!)

2004-10-17T18:30:00.000+08:00

If u r below 18...tis post is not for u!! ahhah sorry...
highlight the post to c the jokes =D

LITTLE GIRL: Mommy, I just found out that our neighbour's son has a penis like a peanut!
MUM: You mean it's small?
LITTLE GIRL: No it's salty!!!

Women top 5 lies: from the whitest down
5. I am a virgin.
4. It is so big.
3. I can't do that to my best friend.
2. I won't gain weight after marriage
1. I am coming! I am coming!!!

A guy goes up to a girl in a bar and says: You want to play magic.
She says: What is that? He says: We go Home, screw, and then you disappear.

Teacher: Why did you bring your cat to school?
Pupil : Because I heard my sister's boyfriend say, "TONIGHT I WILL EAT YOUR PUSSY". (Wahahhah BEST hor??! ahhahah)

MUM: Didn't I tell you if a stranger touches your breast say "DON'T". And if he touches your pussy say STOP!
GIRL : But mum, he touched both, so I told him DON'T STOP!!!!"

Regular GIRLS REACTION TO PENIS SIZES
9 INCHES - Oh Shit, pain!!
7 INCHES - Oh, I'm in heaven
6 INCHES - OH PERFECT
5 INCHES - UMMMM OK
4 INCHES - PUSH MORE
3 INCHES - IS THAT IN???
2 INCHES - IDIOT!! JUST USE YOUR TONGUE!!!
(muahhah tis last 1 i laff till pengz! ahhahah)

Hope u all enjoy this lame thingy eh...ahhah... jus for a laff ya?! no offence! ahhah dun call police ah! haaz... ciaoz~!

Swim Swim Swim!~ Splash!

2004-10-17T18:04:00.000+08:00

heez... hey yo.... erm jus back from swimmin at hougang swimmin complex wif my buddy Lyon tt deeky... ahhahha... walau so sianz...actually wanna go there sun tan de... den freakin weather...dammit...so sunny in the mornin den sunddenly... evrything turn dark den... "roared!! brrr!! piangz!!" rainin liao lo... sianz... sad ah...den wait till the thunder gone den jump in the water n swim liao lo...kind tired now..jialat..old liao... sigh... den ytd my frenz they all go ChinaBlack enjoy den left me alone at home study =( but is i choose 1 la...cos i scare fail ma...ahhah... mayb i more hardworkin n expect more from myself la! ahahhaha... kiddin la =D den today wake up...urgh...so sianz...dun feel like studyin..cos last nite slept at 3am lidat...cos my lappy gotta stupid virus!!which anyhow send virus to ppl on my list randomly...kaoz.. den i kena scolded again n again... dammit... not i wan de lo!! grrrr.... den still findin cure for it... the virus name is "funny"....stupid name oso hor... not farni at all lo... PLS PLS...ANY1 NOE HOW TO CURE TIS VIRUS PLS TELL ME K?? POST IT IN THE COMMENTS PAGE OR WAT EVER WAY TO REACH ME K?? I NEED TO CLEAR IT IF NOT MY LAPPY IS FINISH!!

oh ya..ytd...sigh dono wat happen...suddenly very sad...a ger(E.n..e) suddenly sms me ask me go c her bloggy...den say smth tt's so weird lo.. aiyo... dono wats she's tinkin..but i noe it isn't not her true self lo... den say wat no more frenz... dun contact all tis stuff... urgh.. diaoz...den say she wun forget me if keep in contact...den say she will cry but after tt ok... aiyo! sad... y all tis??! not neccesary rite? i write it here to let u c lo..not to prove anything or wat...buden we'll alwayz be frenz lo..gd frenz ya?! dun tink too much le... everything wil be fine... jus let urself calm down 1st ya? *wink* sms or call me anytime if u got any prob ya?! takacare! =

hmmm k la...tink tt's it for today ya...gonna study again le.. sob sob (T.T)wish me gd luck ba! Evry1 who's studyin now!! Gambadek yo!! eat an apple to giv u yuan qi ba! or drink Yuan Qi Shen Cha (advertised by Stella) wahahha... cya dudes!! huggies!

Maths paper down!

2004-10-15T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hey ladies n gentlemen! today is friday...hahahha like u all dono lidat! ahhaha buden kinda special for me...erm not really special la..jus my 1st paper lo... mathz! kaoz... i wanted to score A+ de...buden sigh...dammit...freakin mistakes cause me to lost at least 13marks! sigh...the most oso get 87...den my common test oso not very gd...tink i can jolly well secure an A only...my 1 n only hope to get superb result now all my effort came to nought! sianz!!! sad ah...but at least now 1 paper down liao.. 4 more to go...the next coming sub is TPFF....a damn freAKIng subj! score 50+ and 60+ for both common test! sux lo!! grrr.... but hope miracle can happen...which i alwayz belive! hahah...i dun wanna get any C tis sem!! pray hard for me pls....haha... k la..tt's all for now...gotta go study le... u guys stay tune for more info eh....but oso must study la! ahhah...jiayou jiayou jiayou!! *huggies!!~ (-.^)

Quote of the day:
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.

Yo Yo....I'm back!!~

2004-10-12T14:29:00.000+08:00

Hey yoz....i'm back finally eh...not going anywhere far buden i seems to hav been inactive for several dayz...paiseh ah! cos my com crash again...dammit...damn laggy! the connection prob causing me n my bro a real headach! finally everythings fine...hope nothing crop up again!! pls!! ahhah....

erm lemme recap wats happenin last few dayz eh...erm yeah...on sat, it was kelvin bdae!! weee... Happy Belated bdae dude! though i got wish him la...buden aiya jus wanna let u guys noe so u can wish him okie?? hahah...den erm we went to Taka seoul garden makan lo... waliew eh... around $20++ wor...add this add tt from $16 increase till lidat lo...buden aiya...nvm la...giv kelvin face! ahhah...den after the meal we went around walk walk lo...den at nite went to ChinaBlack...erm wats surprised us was tt the poster place outside the pacific plaza got me, kel, lyon, tat and many more...waliew... its the pic taken inside C.Black...hahha... den caught us... darn! lucky my face not tt clear jus my side view! ahha...go check it out guys! ahhah... den tt nite around 75% r guys...damn...turn off abit... wahhaha... buden aiya who cares la...go there relax n enjoy my dancing nia.. ahhah... den Lavender they all oso went...woow... she looks great sia...wif tt cowboy wear... wahahha only dun hav the hat! ahhaha...den erm quite enjoyable la...as its kelvin bdae... ahhaha... we each buy a shot for him...but unfortunately he can only drink 4shots! darn...kinda lousy eh! muahahha....stil rem lyon, joseph and me drank 8shots in a row...really pengz ah! hahaha....den erm inside the VIP seat there gotta fight...glass flying within tt area..."piang! crriang! crash! bish!" den erm bouncers gonna pull them out lo...den police came after tt...only for a short while la..

k den sunday ah...erm slp at 5am ma...den woke up at 12 lidat... den 2pm rush down for a soccer match against another kelvin team...wow...an exciting match...i play like a faggot for the 1st half...keep miss kick the ball..dammit..cos too long nv play la...canot blame..but my team stil lead 3-1 for the 1st half...den 2nd half more alert le! play well in 2nd half for the last 15-20min.. we lead the match 4-2 in the early 2nd half....buden they chase it back to 4-4... den sub me in lo......i was not playin while they score ok...so not my fault...hahah... la la la...Congrats to Deuel! he score a hat trick! den after tt match go eat lo..den go sebas house watch "yi tian tu long ji" final episode... superb ending...so nice... the zhao min damn pretty... awww... hbow i wish i'm Zhang Wuji... hahahha...xing fu!!

den back to ytd...erm nothi9ng happen much...was at home whole day...studying abit..den play CM3...den watch Full Metal Alchemist! a action cartoon which is so damn nice... hey if u like Naruto or wat so ever...rem to d/l Fullmetal Alchemist ya! really nice...dun miss it!

as in today...finally back to the topic le....erm actua;;y today oso nothing to do la...rottin half my day off le...joseph ask me go sengkang..buden kinda boliao leh...so sianz...hahha... den dono la...tink later studying for reaction enginnerin lo...cos i stil understand the subj! urgh...darn examz in 3dayz time... friday mathz liao! pray hard for me ba! hope u guys prepare well for the "battle" too ya! take goodie cares!! drink more water yo!! ciaoz~! *wink wink >(^.-)<

Yeah~! THX!

2004-10-07T11:31:00.000+08:00

Stretched"! urgh....yawn!! so tired ah!!! hahah...good mornin dude! hey 1st of all like to thx Atlantis for bringin my pic back to life! wahhah...thx loads! hmmm today erm pon ten again....opx...cos tired ah cant force myself to get outta bed =X has been busy serching for promotion to Genting lo...haaz...den finally got 1! 3D 2N for $109 wif 2buffet breakfast and 1lunch or dinner buffet! somemore got 2-ways cable car tix! include hotel bookin oso lo...travel by coach! kinda erm gd offers eh! buden depart on either 7 or 8Nov! the low season...peak season must pay $50-$60 more ah! so ex sia! haaz...den erm e no. of ppl who's confirm going r 6 or 7 i tink...hoping to get 10!! weeee...

den ytd go watch residence evil! wah...the start of it so thrillin liao sia! ahhaha...den shoot here n there...zombie anyhow bite like free of charge de everything..hahha... den the Nemesis! omg...he look so cool! buden die so easily de! lousy!! my fav of cos is...not Alice but Jill Valaentine! cool...very cool! den so damn gorgeous! haahaha...in love wif her (love at 1st sight) muahhahha... siao liao....tink i'm dreamin! ahhaha... opx! lol! but e ending sure got part 3 de! let me c...mayb they'll call it "Residence Evil 3 Armaggedon" wahhaha....k la enuff of my craps... den erm hope u guys enjoy ur great day ahead eh!! cya!! adios!~

Picture lost le =(

2004-10-05T09:55:00.000+08:00

**Hi guyz morning!! 1st of all i wld like to apologise for the lost of picture in my bloggy...tink there's something crop up wif the photobucket thingy den...kaboom...everything gone! hahah paiseh wor!! ok erm ytd was too tired to make a post cos life really hectic this few dayz ah...as u can c...ytd i've got 2tests, maths and ISSM...urgh the ISSM tink i couldn't done well le la..1st quest. weightage so heavy...den i got it wrong... damn!! sigh...lucky some consolation when doing the maths CCT...erm tink can get full marks ba...if not wrong!! weeee.... hahah so erm its abt neutralising my mood ytd lo.. hahha...

den today ah....erm today no sch!...cos is IS...the unimportant lesson...ended last wk...so happy...buden sianz ah...tmlo another test coming...sux lo...TPFF! hopefully the paper is not as difficult as the common test de...sigh...den today actually wanna watch residence evil...buden couldn't find company leh...Who wanna go watch msg me leh!! ahhahah...if not i'll be stayin at home whole day to rot n study le...kelian chong ah! haaz...k la...tt's all for today...hope every1 who's reading tis bloggy bless wif happiness and Icy Free mind to handle this coming day!ChEeRiOz~! Ciaoz~! **

Alfred de Bdae!~

2004-10-03T10:50:00.000+08:00

Yo yo...Alfred Happy B'DaY!!! May all ur wishes come true eh... heeez... erm later going to his bdae party le...chalet ya...den erm meetin terry soon at hougang point as he wanted to print some notes from me to prepare for tml test! hmmm den after tt i gotta go home n prepare to go white sand le...meetin jonathan up n mayb other TQ contestants ba....hmmm tink its a pretty fun day ahead waitin ya...cos not only is Alfred de bdae....buden can say is a small TQ contestants gathering!! heez... den Peggy(chio bu), Kelvin Fok(talented youngster), David Yeo(s'pore idol) and etc... hmmm looking forward to meeting them =D Cheers!!

But wats sadden me is tt tml i've got 2 tests!! den haven study finish ah...sianz... stress oso... hahha...buden aiya tml mornin den wake up early to bia lo... no choice!! k la...tt's all for today news update...more coming tml or the day after yeah!! tune in again =D Hav a nice day!! *wink

ExAmZ cOmIn!!~ BrrRRrr!

2004-10-02T13:40:00.000+08:00

Hey yoz...coming back le...after 2 or 3 daysx of disappearing... too busy wif sch work le la... aiyo...lotsa proj and reports gotta rush...so stress sia...den alot of class test b4 the final exam... urgh...den the coming up test r Maths, ISSM and TPFF! walau eh...siao 1 lo...where got time to study...2 days 3 tests...die le la die le la... =X

den sunday, which is tml, gotta go Alfred bdae party at aloha bungalow...pasir ris there...Alfred is the guy who sang "zhong guo ren" in the Top Fun show lo..Jack neo show....he imitate lotsa singers tt 1 la...den got 1st... ahhah...den tml gotta b a great nite cos alot of the TQ semi-finallist ppl r turning up....gotta hav a concert there liao.. wahhah!! k la... tt's all for now eh... gotta update u all more nex time ya!! huggiez!! snuggles!!~ cya!! adios!~

Uh oh...

2004-09-29T11:32:00.000+08:00

Tired + Lazy + Overslept = Pon Tang!

hahah...this equation is my new invention...cos...this morning...wah real damn tired sleepy n lazy to move when my alarm sound...den erm....as u noe..i press the cancel button to turn it off...den back to my dreamland...after i woke up...darn! my lesson at 8 but the time now is 10.30...tt's it man! my lesson ends at 1...if i go sch oso go for half an hr nia...hahah... so erm.. i pon tang lo...opx! anw today is more of the revision part la...so...erm nvm la hor...den actually got report to do...den erm...sorry leader! i cant turn up! cos i almost foget it! =X buden rest assure i will do de la...jus send it to me k?? heez... thx!! Anw, hope u guys enjoy ytd Zhong Qiu Jie! i didnt cos i du guo alone...sianz..every yr lidat...how i wish there's some1 who i can hold in my arms, lying on my shoulder and watch the stars n moon reigning brightly in the nite sky... darn! its morning! i shouldn't day dream ya?! ahhaha...k la...takecare dudes! cya! Adios~! huggies!~

Good Day!! =)

2004-09-28T10:46:00.000+08:00

Hiyeee...Goody morning!! YYyyaaawwwnnnnnn!! sianz....gotta wake up early again...actually today no sch de...buden we haven finish our proj presentation....so bobian ah....sigh....go sch present tink abt 1 hr lidat after all grps finish den can go home le....waste time rite... stupid me lo...go choose a hilltop poly (NP) haaz... sux ah...everytime must climb hill...like go hiking lidat...den somemore so far from my hse...buden aiya alot of my frenz r here la...so erm tink worth it la...hahahha... =P den now tryin to memorise something to say during the pres. n they say must dress properly...waliew...i like casual wear leh...hahah...no choice.. den den...den... urgh...i fail this subj common test tt time...urgh!! sigh....cos didnt even touch it tt time...den i tot use common sense can liao...in the end....got 11/30....sianz!! den now studying abit for the retest later on! at 5 leh!! den tink i gotta wait for 3 hrs....idiotic hor...darn! k la...gotta go study liao le... Examz coming...Study hard ya?! play hard too after the exam mayb! =D Cheers!! Ciaoz~!

WaT a FaNtAsTiC nItE!!

2004-09-26T13:54:00.000+08:00

Woah!! jus woke up! so tired!! leg kinda pain cos last nite dance too much le...haha...almost non stop for 3 or 4 hrs i cant rem...hmmm went to ChinaBlack Wif my buddies Lyon, Sebas and KeeSiong! Really enjoy ourself sia...den ytd we manage to squeeze into the 1st line of the queue...hmmm alot of char bor ytd oso...wahhah... buden aiya...can c only la...canot touch de...touch liao jialat! ahhahah...hmmm e unexpected was tt we saw Diana bf there...ahhah shocked...buden he very zheng jing la...nv anyhow...hahah...den at 1st its kinda sianz la...cos like dono y every1 seems so down de...buden once started dancing...warmin up...den got kit liao...hahah... den erm noe a pretty ger called Lavender...power hor the name...Xun Yi Cao wor...ahhah... she's cute la...den erm have a few chat wif her and find her kinda friendly too...heez.. dun wu hui wor...haaz.. frenz nia...den drink lo dance lo...den go mac drink drink liao take cab go home orh orh liao..kinda tired cos dance till my thigh muscle cramp sia...damn pain...lucky now ok le...

Today its a boring day i shld say...cos i can only stay at home and study for tml RE test! urgh...dun understand a single shet lo...sigh...den mayb meetin up kelvin ask for help ba...ahaha.. den wish me gd luck ba!! hope i can at least pass wif a respectable grade..ahahha.. cya guys! CheErIoZ~! CiAoZ~!

Its another day...examz coming =(

2004-09-24T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hey yoz...it has been another day...so fast hor....hahah... erm today went to sch for 2 hrs nia...den no lab ma...so happy sia...can rest abit at least...den erm actually gonna go kenneth house play winning eleven de....my fav. game...buden i dun PS2...so canot play at home...ahhaha... actually go play...buden he gonna meet his gf for dinner or wat ba...den nv play lo...nvm next time den...i'll win him de!! ahahha....

den tml wk end liao....walau eh!! so shoik sia!! ahhaha finally....den tink most probably go chiong tml!! weeee!!~~ ahhahha....den erm hopefully can dance all my heart out...hav been quite vex recently...go there relax, hear music and c char bor lo... wahhahhaha...(oi guys dun c char bor is gay lo!) keke...den erm hopefully can c lotsa fren tml...den can party liao... yo yo yo!! ahhaha... fav song: Where is the LOVE! hahaha...rawks!! ahhaha..erm k la...tt's all for now...erm look out for more on sunday ba...cos tml chiong liao sure tired le...no strenght write le...ahhah.. cya yo!! muackies!! huggies!! *wink

Aiyo...

2004-09-23T18:18:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl...aiyo...actually i got write a post yday nite...buden when i abt to post it...my desktop crash...kaoz...den everything hang..dammit!! grrrr....den k la...dun wanna repeat wat i type ydat...kinda sianz la...haaz... brieftly tell u all wat i have been doin last 2 dayz eh...erm went to Bukit Timah Plaze play pool after sch... wif kelvin on tuesday...den kena trash by him...basket! diaoz...long time no play...canot blame la..! ahhaha... den erm after tt go work lo...so sway when workin...customer run away w/o payin full price...F**K...den actually gonna dig out my own pocket money to pay for it...buden lucky the manager steven and terence help me cover....so grateful to them...phew...den erm tot of quitting the job le..buden canot run...sianz ah!! yawn...den yday actually go ChinaBlack de...wif Lyon n Sebas the regular lo...hahha... cos lotsa my polymates went....quite happenin i guess...somemore Lyon's fren bdae oso...buden stupid TVmedia proj held me up...den bobian cant go le...mayb this sat goin ba...long time no chiong...scare wait dance like idiot...ahhahah....

ok ok...back to todayz topic...erm its jus another day....full stop... hahah... erm nahz...same routine lo...wake up, go sch, rot, come back, den rot again...hahah...buden erm when going home got meet Lyon lo...den on the bus see ZiQing...den tok abt soccer bettin thingy...hahah like so tempting sia...online bookie...like very easy to win...kaoz...buden scare leh...no capital...ahhahha...wait lose liao go suicide ah...pengz...den tok cock in bus lo...den erm...reach reach home le...sitting down here typing...hahah hope something more interestin can happen this wk end...hahha.... stay tune eh...come visit me again ah! ahhah cya ard!! huggies!! tata! =D

HeRe It GoEs....

2004-09-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm...a tiring day sia...erm kinda boring sch today sux lo...sigh...the teacher all dono how to teach de....den erm...go sch like nv go...dun understand a single sh*t....sianz!! den slacking all day long...breaktime go sports hall play ping pong wif frenz...hahah wah! surprisingly i nv play for dono how many yrs liao den erm...my skill still improve wor... whahahah... bhb... buden erm we skip the 1st half of the RE lecture...den break time sneak in...hahahh...but who cares...she cant teach oso...den went in 15min she dismiss liao...urgh...waste time lo...sad...den erm end my day wif a short maths lecture...cos the teacher angry...we keep tokin den she dun wanna teach...so end lo...ahhaha den wats best is tt all the students jus leave the lecture hall...nv even care abt her.... waliew bad hor!! ahahha...buden erm very tired ah...tml got work again...sigh...k la..tink i shall end it here den...cya tml! erm mayb wed... tata...takecare guys!! =D *winkwink

FiNaLlY! =D happy happy!

2004-09-20T18:39:00.000+08:00

Halooooo every1...hmm this is my 1st n one n only blog in my lfetime...so happy...haaz.. den erm...first of all....this blog is a ger call atlantis help me create de...must officially thank her here...if not...wun hav this bloggy thingy le...i wanted to create long long time ago...buden aiya i dono how to make it nicesh nicesh leh...hahah...thx ah Atlantis! ahah...hmm den hope u guys an enjoy urself here readin my daily stupid thingy...ahhaha... cya guys! ciaoz!~